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Tintypographer

Tintypographer

I am done as of 4-21-2023. Somewhere I am no more
Apr 29, 2020
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They say you can't control anyone but yourself and that's an absolute. I get into flights with my spouse all the time from sunup to sundown and no one in our home is happy. I live with the constant desire to simply die. I have a son who is one of the top ahketes in the country and he has offers for full rides to college at so many schools it can't be counted. My spouse has a personality disorder that makes her angry and often violent. Last night she attended a college prep program for parents and when my son said a lot of that didn't apply to him she lost it. She literally blew up. I know we should give everyone time to express themselves but our son has another fullyesr of school, has straight As and has college coaches bbegging him to sign letters of intent. She is so angry and violent towards us. She is a hoarder and constantly angry at everyone. I am sitting right now at a hospital parking lot deciding whether or not to go in for another suicidal ideation evaluation. This happens so often to me.
 
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WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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Personality disorder is certainly something very hard to deal with.
It's not exactly the same but my mother suffers from schizophrenia and does similar things to your wife too. She can be a devil sometimes!

I hope things get better somehow, pal.

Wish you the best!
 
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Tkmiz_Tsukumizu

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Once he goes to college have you considered divorcing her
 

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