Venting alone in the struggles

[KleinerWolf]

Another pointless venting Im gonna post.
Please skip if you have something better to do. I don't think its fair to waste people's time
but at the same time I don't think there's other ways for me to vocalise this besides venting on the internet.

I actually feel so alone.
Knowing no one can help with an individual's problem,
just everyone have to help themselves, even if you don't know how.
Other people can assist or try to offer you support,
but all you can really count on is yourself.

I don't know how much I'd even want me on my team,
it's been so long in this struggle,
Im lost, and alone.

It's like you are by yourself at night in the middle of an unfamiliar desert,
cold wind blows in your face,
it's quiet,
no one is there,
you are just walking and walking,
without directions,
and the sun doesn't come up.
Forever darkness.

I guess I'm depressed.
It's been 9 years.
Things have been fallen apart all these years.

Im still here,
in an endless loop,
hoping to break free.

The sweet redemption.
Wait for me.
I'll meet you there oneday.
Don't give up on me,
don't abandon me.
Im trying.
and I'll try again and again,
till I'm torn into pieces.

Promise me you'll tape me together,
and show me the good times I've been anticipating.

 

[almost_dead]

good post 10/10 , we are all alone .

 

[Ghost2211]

I'm here if you ever want company. We are alone in various ways.