I told my dad and therapist I was going to throw it away. But I brought it inside from my mailbox instead. I want it to end. I'm just trying to find the inspiration to actually do it. Something inside me is telling me no. But it's a lie, I have nothing going for me. No future. No love. I give so much and get fucked over every time. As soon as my mind understands this, as soon as I work up the courage to cut myself off from the pain, it will be time.
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Largeletters
Alone
- Jan 21, 2020
- 640
I relate to this. I'm sorry you're going through it too. In whatever option you choose, I hope you find the peace you seek.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 48,667
This life can be cruel and exhausting, I get that. If you choose this option, then I wish you peace.
Huntfish34
Enlightened
- Mar 13, 2020
- 1,619
I wish you all of the best,. Hope you can find peace when ever the time may come.
I can certainly relate and understand All too well sadly. Life can be such a beautiful thing... Or a neverending Fckn bloody nightmare. I'm just greatful I have a gun and don't have to mess around with SN when my time comes.
Take care,
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