Venting All I do is lie.

[venua]

No matter what i try to do, it is never enough. I feel so low. So fucking low. But for once I agree with what others say about me. I lied straight to his face. And in what was another chance, i still fucked it up. I feel no different. I'm still in love, even if all his feelings are dead. He called me insane, that it was a horrible mistake being with me. I agree. But god, my heart is shattered like glass. I deeply want him back. But I think this is the final nail in the coffin that was my relationship.