Alcohol and benzo CTB

[oblivion_seeker]

Seriously considering mixing large amounts of alcohol and benzos to CTB. My ex partner did the same accidentally with opiates and benzos, and I've heard the effects of alcohol with them are similar (leading to sedation and eventually respiratory depression). My only problem is getting hold of benzos - especially considering I'm already being prescribed another anti anxiety medication (buspirone). I may have some unused pregablin in the house somewhere (another drug that was found in my exes system and contributed to his death) but I know if I used them to CTB my mum would never forgive herself for not throwing them away.
Pretty sure this is the way I want to go if I go through with it - it's meant to be relatively painless what I've read, and a lot of the time you don't even realise what's happening to you which would suit me as I suffer quite badly with anxiety. I'm pretty much nocturnal, so I will probably do it at around 12am and wouldn't have anyone checking in on me until around mid morning, if even then, as I spent 90% of my time hibernating in bed anyway.
Does this seem like a viable method to people or am I just kidding myself here? Also how would you go about getting benzos, and making sure you take enough to interact fatally with the alcohol (I've taken both together before and the worst that's happened is intense hallucinations). Is there a specific alcohol that will work better in this method or is that a stupid question?
Thanks in advance for any insight.

 

[WornOutLife]

It's really difficult to ctb with this method.
I tried it last year (was also planning to do partial afterwards so as to ctb 100%) but I only ended up in a comma for 2 days and then my life was hell for 6 months.

 

[oblivion_seeker]

Ugh that sucks because to be honest most other methods scare the shit out of me. Thanks for your honesty though

 

[WornOutLife]

Ugh that sucks because to be honest most other methods scare the shit out of me. Thanks for your honesty though

I can relate. I find the others methods so scary. Well, SN and N don't sound that bad but I have no way to get them here in Argentina.

 

[Sherri]

Well I do not want you to feel bad, but there's a hard chance that that will succeed. I've had quite a few pills os and I'm alive. Maybe rethink your option.

 

[grungeCat]

I'm sorry but this is not the best idea. Benzos mixed with alcohol are not a recommended method due to high risk of failure.

 

[Pau MP]

As posted above, benzos and alcohol alone do not work well. But benzos, alcohol and certain opioids is a complete different story. 2 friends of mine passed away after mixing some benzos, alcohol and opioids. However, timing, dosage, habituation and other factors play a huge role here.

 

[JinZhin]

Most pharmaceuticals and subtstances that can be legally obtained (eg. alcohol) have very low chance of killing you because many people in the past, myself included planned, tried or wanted to die like that so yeah.

This particular method has very low chances of success.

 

[Busridin'26]

Haaa kinda upset used to have access to to these plus variety but now I don't/ not as much.

Like used to use for self preservation and I kinda regret never thinking seriously about ending it until shit like really hit the fan/became unbearable :/ kno that sounda kinda warped but yee :/

It's the way I would want to go/go if I could... / would've already/would've thought of it a lil more already... anyway I just would like more options.