After all this time, finally ready to CTB soon

[NoTimeLikeNow99]

After 3+ years of contemplating CTB, I think I'm finally at my wits' end and ready to go in the next month or two. Probably the SN route, although I don't think I'll be able to get Meto or any other prescription meds to help..... will have to go with just an antacid and Dramamine. Better than nothing, right?

I've spent the past few years just wanting to be left alone. But now that I feel I'm ready to CTB, I wish there would be someone there with me. Funny how that works, huh?

 

[Imissyoumydarling]

It's not too late to find someone. There's the partners thread you can post in, or at the very least I'm sure a user here would agree to be on a call with you.

Choose your own terms, my love if you want someone, chase them. No one should have to go through this alone and we all care for one another.

You'll still have enough time to get to know them well if you search soon. They won't be a stranger.

Edit: actually on second thought now that I read more about the partners thread, it might be too risky and not worth it. There seem to be some very predatory people on it. I think for safety a call would be better.

 

[rationaltake]

Edit: actually on second thought now that I read more about the partners thread, it might be too risky and not worth it. There seem to be some very predatory people on it. I think for safety a call would be better.

Sadly I think you're right. There was an awful case which is documented on here.

And how are you doing?

 

[FuneralCry]

If the option of euthanasia was available for us all, then no one would have to die alone if that is what they want. I'm sorry that you have suffered so much in life. Life is so cruel and unfair, I know that it is hard to carry on when you are so tired of everything. I wish you peace and I hope that you find what you are looking for.