advice on overcoming my fear of pain

[romeinjuly]

i'm tired of being stopped by this simple fact.
how can i overcome the terror i feel at the prospect of being in agony?
i want to die as soon as possible

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd just try and tell myself the pain of existing will always be much more agonizing than any pain felt in the process of dying and feeling such pain would bring me the true eternal peace of non-existence. It's hellish how people have to die in pain in the first place and cannot just have the option to free themselves from this existence in peace, it's such an evil world where we have to suffer so much, I also feel trapped here, I hope that you eventually find freedom from your suffering.