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AnnonyBox

AnnonyBox

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Apr 11, 2018
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I just don't know what to do anymore. I got into some drama with a friend of mine, his friend was a psychologist, and I lashed out at both of them. I haven't changed my mind on the argument, but nobody ever can agree to disagree. Work wants to send me to the ass end of America in the middle of the plague. I'm highly considering taking my leave of this existence via the night-night method soon. I wish there was a way to put everything back together, but I never am able to fix my life. Any ideas are welcome, I'm out of them.
 
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Well, it seems you're going through a lot.
The only advice that I can come up with is to tell you that you should try to control your emotions so as to stop lashing out at people who might just be trying to help you.

I've realized that there will always be individuals who disagree with my ideas so there are 2 options:

1) If you still want them in your life, just ignore their opinions.

2) Don't talk to them anymore and try to find new people who really understand how you feel.


I've become really lonely and my students, dad and you my dear fellows from SS, are the only human beings I talk to. I'm somehow managing to live but there are days, just like yesterday, on which I just want to give up.

As for your work situation, well that's tough. Hope you can do something about it.
 
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I thought I could stand burning bridges with friends again, but something in me feels broken after this time. I can't go back and undo it, nobody ever forgives and forgets, and I'm sick and tired of this life.
 

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