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frikandelbroodje

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i live with my mom and doctors told her to not leave me side since im suicidal. shes nagging me 24/7. what should i do at this point? fake "getting better" so psychologist and my mom will stop, finally trust me to be alone and then do it? or should i go somewhere outside to do it during the night. preferably i want to hang in my room cause its like a safe space for me. i have to cbt in max 2 weeks and im not sure if faking "getting better" will make them leave me alone in 2 weeks.
 
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Forveleth

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Your best bet is to not be under 24/7 surveillance. Getting interrupted mid-a-time is extremely possible if you are being watched, and hanging is one method you do not want to get "saves" halfway through.
 
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If you want to do hanging, your best bet is to fake getting better, but that can be emotionally exhausting and will take time. 2 weeks is probably not enough. Doing it outside isn't any better, because if she notices you, she'll go look for you or alert the police, and you still risk getting interrupted – not safe enough.

Without giving any concrete ideas, if you absolutely have to do it, another option would be to look for a method that causes instant death and cannot be interrupted. I still wonder what this two weeks deadline is about? Perhaps you don't actually "have to" do it in two weeks, even if you feel like. Maybe you could wait a little longer and do it later.
 
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