absolute loneliness

[lonerclown666]

anyone else like me? i dont have friends i dont use social media i dont study i dont have a job i only speak with my parents i feel like i dont exist being alive

 

[motyxia]

I don't have any real life friends. The only social media I use to talk to others is here & another I use to talk to my online friend. Other than my online friend, a few family members are all I talk to, usually only my grandmother because I live with her. I don't study or have a job either. So I think I'm like you with that. It's really lonely & feels no one understands. When people say they understand, they don't because they always have friends in real life. I know people can have friends & still feel lonely so I don't want to say they're lucky, but there's a big difference between actually being friendless/alone and feeling that way. No one understanding makes it feel even lonelier. Do you feel that way too?

 

[LonelyBrazilian]

anyone else like me? i dont have friends i dont use social media i dont study i dont have a job i only speak with my parents i feel like i dont exist being alive

Same, except that I don't talk to my parents, even though I live with them.

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes. I want nothing to do with life and I do not want to participate in it. I cannot stand people. People are capable of causing us pain. I need to be alone. I also only talk to family members sometimes. I feel like I have already died in a way. I have no will to live. The only thing I want is to not exist.

 

[TriggerHappy]

Loneliness is fucking debilitating :: I have my lifestyle waxed :: translucent existence camouflaged with repetitive motions. My meaningless conversation with trite friends that exhaust me, make me wander if I'm the fake one or if they are :: we pretend its all ok.
I'd rather be physically alone... I recently railroaded a really otherwise awesome relationship - because of the potential damage I'm gonna cause... leaving him hurt and bewildered (anyway) now I'm filled with sadness and regret and yes, my old friend :: loneliness.
aaargh.

 

[TheHatedOne]

Yup im the same here but i just feel like retreating since im treated harshly everywhere.

 

[Journeytoletgo]

yup. Pretty much me and the more I hang around on this planet the more lonely I get with time rotting away.

 

[yive]

I don't talk to my parents, even though I live with them.

same for me. i don't talk to anyone at all... except here, on SS, maybe?.. like now. but still pretty rare. nobody cares anyway, so why talk to ppl?

 

[yolo1234]

same for me. i don't talk to anyone at all... except here, on SS, maybe?.. like now. but still pretty rare. nobody cares anyway, so why talk to ppl?

I'm in the exact same boat

 

[forgotten15]

I have zero friends as well. The only difference is that I jave a job so I get to interact with people at work, but that is quite a burden to be honest. People are so difficult and self centered nowadays that having to deal with them just makes me hate this stupid life even more.

 

[OrcWitch]

My only real life friend I made in this town moved away. Now my friendships are all online. I miss her and we talk sometimes.

 

[Fk_life]

I'm on the same boat. I have zero social life, except I talk with my mother a little and work. I want to disappear.

 

[Celerity]

Me too except that I have a job. I'm so out of practice now socially as well that I don't even think I can even half-ass attempt to make new friends or acquaintances anymore. I wish I worked somewhere where people would leave me the hell alone, and I could just clock in and out. I need to be more proactive about bringing food that's easy to eat in the car.

 

[Invisible 73]

same for me. i don't talk to anyone at all... except here, on SS, maybe?.. like now. but still pretty rare. nobody cares anyway, so why talk to ppl?

This!