about being friends

[bpdbunnygirl]

I decided to have friends anyway even though it upsets my boyfriend. I'm just gonna have to hide it which will be easy since I only see him once a week.

without friends and the way he is and how he triggers my bpd, I'll end up ctb-ing way before planned... I almost did it impulsively last night at his house. instead I just ended up crying loud for multiple hours and hurting myself and he didn't care. he just let me cry. so I didn't get any sleep because I couldn't stop crying lol

so please add me back if I deleted you. I'm sorry. I really liked talking to people.

 

[avaruus]

I understand dumping someone can be hard, especially if you really love them.
But that is extremely toxic and abusive behaviour from his part, i hope you are atleast well aware of this.

Anyways, i hope you get your friends back :)

 

[The Burning Fool]

Wouldn't it make more sense to break up with him and spend some time with friends who love and support you the way you want? I'm just asking.