Aborting my plan

[Mauve87]

I was going to hang myself tomorrow evening.

Today is the first time I tied a proper knot. When I tested it out, I nearly passed out and panicked

The experience gave me a wake up call. I'll try everything I can to get better first

It's comforting to know that I can exit at any time.

I'm scared of the psych ward but maybe my life will get better if I open up to my problems

 

[Larysa]

I hope you can find some recovery

 

[AshClouds]

I'm glad you're giving recovery a shot. I hope you get better

 

[TheRedHare]

I'm proud of you. I'm sure you already know but it's probably going to be very tough at times so remember this resolve you feel now.
I'm feeling pretty shitty recently but seeing stuff like this is nice, so thanks for sharing.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Wishing you the best. I hope you can recover.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm glad that you give yourself a chance to try to solve the problems first. I wish you all the best!

 

[dead_milky]

proud of you :)

 

[backtoearth]

I'm glad you're giving recovery a shot, I hope you find some healing and peace <3

 

[Theforeverblind]

Your so strong for attempting recovery, and its normal for having an out to be comforting I wish the best on your road to recovery

 

[cardboard_house]

I have the greatest respect for you for trying for recovery. That takes a lot of courage. Proud of you :)