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Insomniac

Insomniac

𝔄 𝔲 𝔱 𝔦 𝔰 𝔪
May 21, 2021
1,356
You'll die wether or no you do it yourself.

Life is temporary.

Idk but this is such a relief. I need to remember this more when I feel like shut after a failed attempt


Life is temporary (unless you have children and grandchildren to worry about... then there truly is no rest for you).
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,581
To me, it is the only positive thing about being alive that it will end someday no matter what, but the problem is that in my case, if I don't find a way to ctb I could be here for many more decades. The thought of getting older and enduring more suffering is horrifying. It really should be easier to leave, we should all be able to pass away peacefully without having to worry about the chance of the method failing.
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,592
Yeah, but who the fuck wants to wait on natural death when every fucking day is the same old shit, just like is has been for the past 25 years? Every day is lonely and soul crushing, full of mental anguish, despair, hopelessness, sorrow, misery, emptiness. Who wants to keep going on with that shit day after day, week after week, year after year, waiting on the sweet relief of death to finally come around and get us the fuck out of this miserable existence?
 
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TakeMeBack07

TakeMeBack07

Failure
Jan 16, 2022
128
Yeah, but who the fuck wants to wait on natural death when every fucking day is the same old shit, just like is has been for the past 25 years? Every day is lonely and soul crushing, full of mental anguish, despair, hopelessness, sorrow, misery, emptiness. Who wants to keep going on with that shit day after day, week after week, year after year, waiting on the sweet relief of death to finally come around and get us the fuck out of this miserable existence?
Ig this is why faith in an afterlife based on deeds of this life is vital
 
theboy

theboy

Illuminated
Jul 15, 2022
3,416
It's true but waiting for that day to come is unbearable
 
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Leiden

Arcanist
Sep 1, 2020
435
This gives me no solace what so ever. Life is very long and very torturous and very painful. I can't make it another 40 years till I die. The years will be filled with the most horrible suffering. This life might be temporary but temporary is a hell of a long time. I'm glad you are in a place that knowong this can help you.
 
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ConstantPain

Sorry but cats are so much better than people
Jun 9, 2022
349
I'm an atheist too but kinda wish I could believe in the fairytale of heaven. Instead, I think life is meaningless and knowing it eventually will end gives me something to look forward to.
 
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WhatPowerIs

Enlightened
Jun 19, 2022
1,058
Life honestly isn't short enough!
 
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