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a pull towards suicide

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medicine

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May 8, 2026
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i wont go into detail on my life, since i simply dont care nor do i have the motivation to, at least for now.

but starting yesterday, ive started feeling a sort of pull, paired with a stronger detachment towards the act. it feels like something is pushing me towards it, almost like an uncomfortable feeling is rising, then feeling like u need to take care of it sooner or later, as its rapidly growing. if that makes sense?

have you ever felt this before?
 
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