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Sep 10, 2020
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I wrote this poem in 2008. I've felt suicidal for many, many years. This is a really dark one, I must've been in a real bad place.

Cross My Heart

Cross my heart, I hope to die
'neath darkened clouds and blackened sky,
with ravens rasping loud, my name
and demons squealing, pointing blame.

Cross my heart with burning pyre,
Angels, don't dampen the fire
with wasted tears and words of grief,
let it flare, render relief.

Cross my heart and let me dwell
amongst those ugly souls in hell.

5th October 2008
 
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That sounds nice and thank you for sharing.
 
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I really like this, enjoyed the imagery that accompanied your poem.
 
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This is so beautifully written, thank you for sharing with us. Your poem is so heartfelt, I can really feel your emotion through the words. :heart:
 
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