Hello,
I apologize if this violates any rules or may be considered redundant with other threads. I've tried spending some time lurking before I post anything, but if this post is unacceptable, then please remove it.
I was wondering if anyone has some thoughts on a place I could go to leave my body behind. While I'm not close to my family, I think it would be cruel for me to leave while at home, since my method is going to be pretty gruesome and leave an awful mess behind. When I lived alone, I planned on just doing it in the backyard, out of sight, but I don't want kids stumbling on the scene now that there's people around.
I don't have a lot of money. About $20 and half a tank of gas left. So I can't really travel before I go or try to do it in a specific public place as some statement. Not that I really want to. Honestly, for a very long time, I've wished I could just curl up in a cold, dark place and disappear.
Currently, I'm thinking about heading to some national park or similar woodland area. I've never gone hiking or anything, but I thought maybe there's a much lower chance of someone accidentally finding me there. I don't know if this is very naive or stupid, though. I haven't had anyone to discuss this with for another opinion. It's kind of funny, though: I spent all this time thinking about this and trying to come up with something, but I still feel like I have no idea what I'm doing.
Again, sorry if this is just an incredibly stupid post or if I've broken the forum's rules. I guess I just want to help cement my goals and thoughts somewhere.
I apologize if this violates any rules or may be considered redundant with other threads. I've tried spending some time lurking before I post anything, but if this post is unacceptable, then please remove it.
I was wondering if anyone has some thoughts on a place I could go to leave my body behind. While I'm not close to my family, I think it would be cruel for me to leave while at home, since my method is going to be pretty gruesome and leave an awful mess behind. When I lived alone, I planned on just doing it in the backyard, out of sight, but I don't want kids stumbling on the scene now that there's people around.
I don't have a lot of money. About $20 and half a tank of gas left. So I can't really travel before I go or try to do it in a specific public place as some statement. Not that I really want to. Honestly, for a very long time, I've wished I could just curl up in a cold, dark place and disappear.
Currently, I'm thinking about heading to some national park or similar woodland area. I've never gone hiking or anything, but I thought maybe there's a much lower chance of someone accidentally finding me there. I don't know if this is very naive or stupid, though. I haven't had anyone to discuss this with for another opinion. It's kind of funny, though: I spent all this time thinking about this and trying to come up with something, but I still feel like I have no idea what I'm doing.
Again, sorry if this is just an incredibly stupid post or if I've broken the forum's rules. I guess I just want to help cement my goals and thoughts somewhere.
