A little experiment

[woxihuanni]

So I've nibbled on a pong pong seed. Maybe a quarter. It is difficult to just eat it, needs to be ground or something. I will see in the upcoming hours what it does, and share for the sake of experimental results.

It is my Christmas dinner. Merry Christmas to me.

 

[ThingWithFeathers]

Remember, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. I hope for a positive outcome from your perilous attempt to sacrifice yourself for the advancement of knowledge pertaining to suicidal methods. *hugs*

 

[Sensei]

Be careful. One seed may be enough to kill you. Or is that your goal? If not, I would strongly recommend that you use another method.

Merry Christmas, for what it's worth. You're not alone in suffering during the holidays.

 

[woxihuanni]

Be careful. One seed may be enough to kill you. Or is that your goal? If not, I would strongly recommend that you use another method.

Merry Christmas, for what it's worth. You're not alone in suffering during the holidays.

Taken less than one, not the goal for today. It was just for self harm but still no effects.

Merry Christmas to you, too. I know, it is tough for all of us here...

 

[Ark]

My understanding is they usually cause a lot of stomach pain and vomiting.

 

[woxihuanni]

My understanding is they usually cause a lot of stomach pain and vomiting.

That was the expectation, along with some heart problems. But nothing happened, which I don't understand. I mean, I did not take much because it was just for self-harm, but if a single seed can kill, even a bit should do something ffs...

 

[Sensei]

That was the expectation, along with some heart problems. But nothing happened, which I don't understand. I mean, I did not take much because it was just for self-harm, but if a single seed can kill, even a bit should do something ffs...

Tolerance is highly individual. I bet there are people who can survive four seeds while others can die of half a seed. I really think you should reconsider using this method. I've actually considered using this method too, but I've come to the conclusion it has the potential to be very painful and agonizing. I'll quote an article in the Daily Mail about the death of Lucia McCalip:

Her grieving mother, Natosha Anderson, told ABC 7 that McCalip died in agony.

'I'm pretty sure he thought it was going to be easy, but it wasn't. He died in pain. It was slow, and it was painful,' she said.

She described the devastating scene she walked in on after finding her child rolling around on the bathroom floor.

Ms Anderson said: 'He said,"'I can't feel my heart." And I said, "What's wrong? What's going on?" And he said, "I took a pong seed." And I said, "A what? What is that?"

'The police, the paramedics, they didn't even know, no one knew,' she added.

'My last words to him were "I love you", and his last words to me were, 'I love you, mom no matter what,"' Ms Anderson said.

Please don't do this to yourself. You seem to be a nice person so I'm sure you don't deserve something like this. If you want to feel pain, there are less agonizing ways.

 

[woxihuanni]

Tolerance is highly individual. I bet there are people who can survive four seeds while others can die of half a seed. I really think you should reconsider using this method. I've actually considered using this method too, but I've come to the conclusion it has the potential to be very painful and agonizing. I'll quote an article in the Daily Mail about the death of Lucia McCalip:



Please don't do this to yourself. You seem to be a nice person so I'm sure you don't deserve something like this. If you want to feel pain, there are less agonizing ways.

Thank you, you are very kind. I won't go out this way. My method is SN. Apparently I have higher tolerance, too, so it'd be a bad idea anyway.

 

[Sensei]

Thank you, you are very kind. I won't go out this way. My method is SN. Apparently I have higher tolerance, too, so it'd be a bad idea anyway.

Obviously, I can't say that it's good that you plan to take SN, but I'm glad that you won't use a method that will cause you unnecessary suffering.

By the way, I can fully understand you. It's very calming to be in the "twilight zone". I used alcohol and grained poppy pods myself.

 

[woxihuanni]

Obviously, I can't say that it's good that you plan to take SN, but I'm glad that you won't use a method that will cause you unnecessary suffering.

By the way, I can fully understand you. It's very calming to be in the "twilight zone". I used alcohol and grained poppy pods myself.

I wish it wouldn't come to that for any of us, but yes SN is the most peaceful and available.

What do poppy pods do?

 

[Sensei]

I wish it wouldn't come to that for any of us, but yes SN is the most peaceful and available.

I'm not sure I agree on that, but that's perhaps a topic for another thread.

What do poppy pods do?

Poppy seeds and poppy pods can be used to make tea, which can be extremely addictive. Essentially, it's an extraction of morphine, although it's no way near as strong as pharmaceutical-grade morphine. Poppy pods can also be grained and swallowed for, allegedly, stronger effects. The euphoric effects are weak, but the sedative effects are quite strong. It's notoriously difficult to dose poppy seeds and poppy pods, so there have been several fatalities. It's a potential exit method, but very unreliable.

 

[woxihuanni]

I'm not sure I agree on that, but that's perhaps a topic for another thread.



Poppy seeds and poppy pods can be used to make tea, which can be extremely addictive. Essentially, it's an extraction of morphine, although it's no way near as strong as pharmaceutical-grade morphine. Poppy pods can also be grained and swallowed for, allegedly, stronger effects. The euphoric effects are weak, but the sedative effects are quite strong. It's notoriously difficult to dose poppy seeds and poppy pods, so there have been several fatalities. It's a potential exit method, but very unreliable.

Sure, we can discuss methods on another thread.

Thank you for this information, it might actually help me... Was looking for something like this.

 

[Sensei]

Thank you for this information, it might actually help me... Was looking for something like this.

If you mean drinking poppy seed and poppy pod tea, I don't know what to feel about this. In any case, I know that many people, for better or worse, use it to mitigate or neutralize anxiety and depression. It definetely worked for me, but I felt that it interfered with my pharmaceutical medicines. Also, if you go for pods, they can be quite expensive. If you decide to try it, remember that it has addiction potential and that it's easy to overdose if you happen to stumble on a strong batch.

 

[woxihuanni]

If you mean drinking poppy seed and poppy pod tea, I don't know what to feel about this. In any case, I know that many people, for better or worse, use it to mitigate or neutralize anxiety and depression. It definetely worked for me, but I felt that it interfered with my pharmaceutical medicines. Also, if you go for pods, they can be quite expensive. If you decide to try it, remember that it has addiction potential and that it's easy to overdose if you happen to stumble on a strong batch.

Yes, the tea. Will take heed of the warning and be careful with them!