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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
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I'm not gonna ctb anymore for the reasons that were initially stated because a dear person of mine managed to get me out of it... however, the same dear person plan to do it themself soon. And other bullshit happend meanwhile. I've learnt that no matter how much you feel you are similar to someone... they are still gonna abandon you (and hurt you eventually). Everyone abandons me at one point or another. This is really something I can't deal with anymore. This coupled with me having no future at all are the end of me. Not even alcohol can make me forget it anymore. I'm a lost cause. So tomorrow night I'm still gonna do it, but for other different reasons than stated initially. All i ever wanted in my life is for someone to be my side, I;ve leanrt recently that no one will stick no matter how similar they are to me. So this it.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,626
It is painful when things are hopeless, I understand. I wish you the best with your plans, I hope you find peace.
 
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ikadasui

ikadasui

Arcanist
May 29, 2018
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I'm sorry things are so painful for you. I never got to know you on a personal level but I can tell you're a genuine soul.
 
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