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Whitewash11235814

Whitewash11235814

Experienced
Oct 21, 2019
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I can't find anything captivating or immersing. I'm deep in apathy and my life is like a horror movie
 
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Iloveyouall

Iloveyouall

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Feb 12, 2020
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What kind of horror movie ? Is it more like The Blair Witch Project or more like the House of 1000 Corpses ?
 
Whitewash11235814

Whitewash11235814

Experienced
Oct 21, 2019
207
What kind of horror movie ? Is it more like The Blair Witch Project or more like the House of 1000 Corpses ?
Probably a combination of the two. Not familiar with those movies tho. It's just a big mockery.
 
Iloveyouall

Iloveyouall

Mage
Feb 12, 2020
501
Well yeah, reality is always worse than movies.
Are you not feeling anything since a long time ?
 
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Whitewash11235814

Experienced
Oct 21, 2019
207
Well yeah, reality is always worse than movies.
Are you not feeling anything since a long time ?
Stopped feeling everything 2 months ago.
I'm probably gonna do myself in sometime soon. I'm thinking 2-3 years from now 100%
 
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Iloveyouall

Iloveyouall

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Feb 12, 2020
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Did something "special" happenned that made you become apathetic ? Or is it an accumulation of bad stuff happening over the years ?
 
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Whitewash11235814

Whitewash11235814

Experienced
Oct 21, 2019
207
Did something "special" happenned that made you become apathetic ? Or is it an accumulation of bad stuff happening over the years ?
Idk could be either or. I would say something special but can't tell you what.
I'll just reincarnate as a combo.
 
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mesohappy

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Jan 10, 2020
674
Sorry about your situation..I struggle with the same at times.Have you been isolated in your home a lot?Just sitting in front of a screen,or lying in bed?
 

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