A decision that determines whether I die or live

[it's_all_a_game]

I've had to buy a new computer after my last one broke. Sadly, the sound quality is wasted on my uber expensive headphones. My SSI was cut off and I have very little money left.

I'm so tired of everything and seriously contemplating just waving my white flag and dying. But at the same time, I really wanted to listen to my music in HD sound quality one last time before death (it was my only wish, and now the world is denying me that). So, do you guys think I should just die or should I wait to see about SSI/using what little money I have to buy yet another one, etc.? I'm mostly leaning towards ctb, but I want to know what other people think.

 

[Lost Magic]

I bought a gaming laptop last year but I forgot to extend the warranty. So I had to find a third party insurance provider (much more pricey). I think people should insure their gadgets if they are expensive. You never know when your pride and joy will break down. I too love my music, games, videos, chat and all that. I would have ended it a long time ago without it. Internet access is essential as well.

 

[Bullit]

Who the heck is gonna vote "die"?? LOL. Kinda rude don't you think?

 

[Lost Magic]

Who the heck is gonna vote "die"?? LOL. Kinda rude don't you think?

20% already have bro haha

 

[Bullit]

I'm not gonna tell a Nigga,"You should die,bro!" LOL!

 

[it's_all_a_game]

I'm not gonna tell a Nigga,"You should die,bro!" LOL!

As a black person, I'd appreciate words like that not being used...

 

[Bullit]

As a black person, I'd appreciate words like that not being used...

Yes,apologies,I meant it humorously. Friends?

 

[SuicidalAgain]

That sucks so much, but please don't go asking people if you should die, I mean, that's something you alone have to decide.

I would spiral into wanting to ctb too if that happened to me too, because I hate spending money I'm not even earning. I hope you at least find another way to listen to your music

 

[demuic]

Death will always come for you eventually so do whatever you wish to.

 

[FuneralCry]

I guess the option is there for you to take your life at any time, if something is holding you back and you feel like you are unsure about whether to die soon, then maybe you should try saving up. I guess it is down to how you feel though, it can be exhausting to carry on when we are suffering.

 

[Jumping_realms]

I would say stick around if there is something you enjoy within reach.

I would stay here if I wasn't in the psychological state I have been in for years.

I say see whats up with your SSI. unless it's temp assistance like TDAP, I didn't think they can take your SSI or SSDI without a reconsideration packet plus a hearing, which you can appeal with a lawyer anyway. The whole time you usually collect through that lengthy process. I also don't know where you are, so that may be incorrect. It's just how it is in the USA in the state I reside, and states surrounding mine.

 

[filthyrottendirty]

I'm not gonna tell a Nigga,"You should die,bro!" LOL!

As a black person I don't care if you say nigga. Personally I don't and I think no one should but most of us can tell the difference between offensive and inoffensive use of the word.

 

[Anonymous_A]

As somebody who listens to music daily, hours at a time, walking with headphone in everywhere I go etc…I've literally only ever bought the £1 headphones from poundland.

(gone though shitloads of them but still forever get £1 headphones lol)

 

[it's_all_a_game]

Look, I'm not in a great state of mind so slurs will only make me feel worse.

But anyway, I'm calling SSI today.

 

[diyCTB]

I've literally only ever bought the £1 headphones from poundland.

(gone though shitloads of them but still forever get £1 headphones lol)

I can't tell the difference between audiophile grade sound and average joe grade sound so Samsung's $2 stock earphones do the job for me.