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a christmas gift

endupdead

endupdead

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Nov 15, 2024
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I received a text from my abuser telling me Merry Christmas, that his gift at least was to see me from afar. I feel terrified and even more like dying, I don't want to leave my house again, I don't want to. I feel like I won't be able to sleep, I feel like every time he appears, everything falls apart and my attempts to heal fall apart.
 
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