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EndItPlsGirl

EndItPlsGirl

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Apr 4, 2026
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I called a place up that will supply me with a new 50 cu ft nitrogen tank filled with pure nitrogen gas for $350. I wanted a 40 cu ft so that I would get 15 liters / min flow for around an hour but the smallest they had was the 50. Then the cheapest regulator will cost $165. Plus taking a ride sharing service for $62 round trip. What's left over if for the oxygen tubing and exit bag.
 
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Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
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My ticket to ctb cost just $80 (SN, benzos, meto, precision scale) I hope we are both successful in our ctb when the time comes.
 
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EndItPlsGirl

Student
Apr 4, 2026
104
I hope so to. I needed a method that was fast and painless. I'm happy you got your method.
I just bought the 1/4" ID oxygen tubing for my method.
 
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ManchildLoser

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Jan 16, 2023
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I wish you success and peace in your attempt.

also im wondering how you got that tank because where i live they would ask questions and not give it to anybody?

Sorry bad english
 
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EndItPlsGirl

Student
Apr 4, 2026
104
I wish you success and peace in your attempt.

also im wondering how you got that tank because where i live they would ask questions and not give it to anybody?

Sorry bad english
Thank you.
Im going to a shop that sells gases, tanks, regulators, adapters, etc. I just told them I was using nitrogen to purge air out of bottles that have wine in them in order to make the wine last longer. Their shouldn't be a problem with buying these things.
 
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outrider567

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Apr 5, 2022
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I called a place up that will supply me with a new 50 cu ft nitrogen tank filled with pure nitrogen gas for $350. I wanted a 40 cu ft so that I would get 15 liters / min flow for around an hour but the smallest they had was the 50. Then the cheapest regulator will cost $165. Plus taking a ride sharing service for $62 round trip. What's left over if for the oxygen tubing and exit bag.
Yeah, that's about how much mine cost, 99.0% Nitrogen, but its 125 cu ft, 3500 liters, but the PSI is down to 1600, its a few years old
 
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outrider567

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Apr 5, 2022
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Do you have a date set where you are going to use your ticket for the bus? Mine is May 1st.
No, it will be rather spontaneous, when I can't take it anymore, probably quite late at night, my body won't be found for days
 
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thehorizons

Student
Mar 25, 2026
103
I wish I could go the Nitrogen route. I'm low on scratch these days and need to figure out the logistics of the CTB, but if determined I hope I can CTB this way this year. This method is so damn costly, not to mentioned the risks involved. That said, I'm researching on why some people fail though.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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Ok, just a heads up: ridesharing services are not supposed to allow anything like nitrogen tanks in their vehicles, but I'm sure not all drivers are even going to ask you what it is. Also, granted I'm a lightweight, but my 40 cf tank is not light. If I didn't have a lil cart on wheels, I never would've been able to get it home. Going to use the cart when I CTB to keep the tank from getting knocked over. Just some details to keep in mind, best of luck ✌️.
 
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