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rikakawaii

rikakawaii

Member
Sep 13, 2024
13
1.i have only over been used for my body. no one wants to spend time with me. i can be fucked sure, but i can't be fucked with
2. i have no stable relationship with my family. my dad kicked me out 2 days before Christmas and my mom won't let me live with her either
3. i can't keep friendships. ive cycled through at least 30 atp
4. im addicted to drugs and have an addictive personality
5. ive been to inpatients/residentials 14 times now
6. i hate how hypersexual I am after being moelested at 13

As soon as my SN arrives, I will be taking it with antacids. Do i need to take it with anything else? Maybe smoke some weed? im strangely excited to CTB. It's like my life has been leading up to this. I will post the day of and make a thread after i take it.
 
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platypus77

platypus77

Experienced
Dec 11, 2024
277
I'm very sorry for your situation, are you safe at least?

Antiemetics are recommended in case of vomiting.

 
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aerithmaze

aerithmaze

waiting
Oct 6, 2024
15
I relate to a lot of these reasons. I hope you find peace when you CTB.
 
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human909

human909

Banned
Dec 30, 2024
591
I understand why you are feeling excited to ctb, may you find peace soon and i wish you good luck.
 
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