Venting 5 more days...

[Life_and_Death]

Ive been trying to want to enjoy my birthday but each day that passes by....
Its like im under pressure to die. Each passing day is a reminder that i havent and my birthday is the walls closing in on me.

 

[Wisdom3_1-9]

I understand life is difficult and painful. I understand how much stress and pressure there is.

Regardless, I think you deserve at least a day to be happy. I'm not particularly a big fan of birthdays, but I do believe that in the midst of a whole year or pain, we can feel okay in being selfish enough for one day to do whatever we can to make ourselves happy.

Enjoy your day when it comes.

 

[logan]

The birthday is always such a milestone in the year.

I wish you that you can enjoy your birthday in spite of everything and maybe take courage again.

 

[aminend]

I hate my birthday.

 

[Life_and_Death]

I understand life is difficult and painful. I understand how much stress and pressure there is.

Regardless, I think you deserve at least a day to be happy. I'm not particularly a big fan of birthdays, but I do believe that in the midst of a whole year or pain, we can feel okay in being selfish enough for one day to do whatever we can to make ourselves happy.

Enjoy your day when it comes.

The birthday is always such a milestone in the year.

I wish you that you can enjoy your birthday in spite of everything and maybe take courage again.

i want to but for so many reasons its difficult. i have a mental problem with aging, i made the worse mistake of my life on my bday, its also graduation time. just everything surrounding it weighs heavy on me

 

[FuneralCry]

I do not look forward to my birthday. I have a fear of getting older, reaching an old age is my worst nightmare. There is also this expectation that you have to enjoy your birthday, which is hard to do if you have bad memories associated with that day.