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Railiah P

Railiah P

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Nov 7, 2020
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I see a lot of people on here talking about SN. However, that seems to be hard to get. I don't know where to get SN. If I did I would like to try that method. What I do have is a 380. I've thought about it a lot and I'm so ready to CTB right now. But I'm scared to pull the trigger. I'm scared that something might go wrong maybe I flinch and it leads to excruciating pain instead of the quick death I'm hoping for. I just wish I had the guts to do it. I'm staring at my freedom but too afraid to take it.
 
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Soul

Soul

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Apr 12, 2019
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I'm sorry you're pondering these things, @Railiah P. I can't answer your questions directly, but have you looked at the forum resources?
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/suicide-resource-compilation.3/

The best sources for SN vary depending on what continent you're on. And I know there's a good "firearms megathread" in the resources somewhere; maybe it can clarify some of your doubts.

I've never even held a handgun and would find it quite daunting as well.
 
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I'd take SN over a 380, but there isn't anything that says you can't combine the two
 
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Railiah P

Railiah P

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Nov 7, 2020
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I'm sorry you're pondering these things, @Railiah P. I can't answer your questions directly, but have you looked at the forum resources?
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/suicide-resource-compilation.3/

The best sources for SN vary depending on what continent you're on. And I know there's a good "firearms megathread" in the resources somewhere; maybe it can clarify some of your doubts.

I've never even held a handgun and would find it quite daunting as well.

Thanks for sharing. The thread I read there was very informative. Ive decided against the 380. Also I found sn.
 
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