MicahBell
the coke keeps me slim, booze gives me personality
- Feb 11, 2025
- 142
They say now, half of humanity may be dead by 2050 because of the climate warming.
I don't understand why we're still doing this. Capitalism and stuff. I still need to spend most waking hours, most days of my life, at a job, when we may all be dead in less than 25 years.
Plastic outweighs the entire biomass of the earth now. Every vital ecosystem is on track to become extinct the way things are going, we are experiencing a mass extinction event.
I feel like i'm being punished for somebody else's mistakes. I had nothing to do with this and i'm still baking in 90 degree weather in the dead of winter. I never signed the "social contract", none of us did. We are just expected, or moreso coerced, into following rules and social conventions by virtue of being born in the wrong place. Its all so stupid. You either spend the last years of our collective lives as slaves following some rules set for us hundreds of years ago or starve— or go to prison and then starve. It doesn't matter what you do or where you go the mistakes of others will catch up with you. if you were living 100 miles from any road deep in the woods climate, drought, still gonna kill ya.
I guess all that really mattered to me was autonomy. I don't really want to die. I just want to live in an unattainable way. Like an animal, you know. Uninhibited. Wandering the wilderness, though even on public lands that not allowed, animal or man. If a person does it its squatting nevermind that it supposedly belongs to all of us. If you're an animal you get shot for sport. This ain't a country for wild animal, or wild men either.
I've been thinking lately about just picking a direction to walk in and just keep on going. Take my supplies for backpacking maybe and head Northwest along a less busy road. Even though i'd be hungry and hot and my feet would surely be sore and then blister I imagine i'd prefer it to sitting at a job until it becomes too hot outside to go to one.
I don't know anymore. I feel like one of those zoo animals caught from the wild and kept in a tiny enclosure pacing the same pattern every day and pulling its fur out.
I really want to live. and thats the problem. Because i suffer every day for the actions of foolish people for the last hundred years and theres not one thing I can do about it. Can't go into the woods and run and howl no more, in fact where I live it would take three or more days walking to reach anything isn't just concrete.
I don't know what the point of this was. Just had to tell it to someone or something because nobody listens to me. Everyone thinks i'm ridiculous i guess. Maybe they're right
I don't understand why we're still doing this. Capitalism and stuff. I still need to spend most waking hours, most days of my life, at a job, when we may all be dead in less than 25 years.
Plastic outweighs the entire biomass of the earth now. Every vital ecosystem is on track to become extinct the way things are going, we are experiencing a mass extinction event.
I feel like i'm being punished for somebody else's mistakes. I had nothing to do with this and i'm still baking in 90 degree weather in the dead of winter. I never signed the "social contract", none of us did. We are just expected, or moreso coerced, into following rules and social conventions by virtue of being born in the wrong place. Its all so stupid. You either spend the last years of our collective lives as slaves following some rules set for us hundreds of years ago or starve— or go to prison and then starve. It doesn't matter what you do or where you go the mistakes of others will catch up with you. if you were living 100 miles from any road deep in the woods climate, drought, still gonna kill ya.
I guess all that really mattered to me was autonomy. I don't really want to die. I just want to live in an unattainable way. Like an animal, you know. Uninhibited. Wandering the wilderness, though even on public lands that not allowed, animal or man. If a person does it its squatting nevermind that it supposedly belongs to all of us. If you're an animal you get shot for sport. This ain't a country for wild animal, or wild men either.
I've been thinking lately about just picking a direction to walk in and just keep on going. Take my supplies for backpacking maybe and head Northwest along a less busy road. Even though i'd be hungry and hot and my feet would surely be sore and then blister I imagine i'd prefer it to sitting at a job until it becomes too hot outside to go to one.
I don't know anymore. I feel like one of those zoo animals caught from the wild and kept in a tiny enclosure pacing the same pattern every day and pulling its fur out.
I really want to live. and thats the problem. Because i suffer every day for the actions of foolish people for the last hundred years and theres not one thing I can do about it. Can't go into the woods and run and howl no more, in fact where I live it would take three or more days walking to reach anything isn't just concrete.
I don't know what the point of this was. Just had to tell it to someone or something because nobody listens to me. Everyone thinks i'm ridiculous i guess. Maybe they're right
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Where did you read that nonsense?
