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Do you struggle to come to terms with the fact that you failed, or is it that so much time has passed you by since it ?
Or maybe it's a combination?
I've had 2 failed attempts and sometimes it can feel so surreal when I look back on them.
Do you struggle to come to terms with the fact that you failed, or is it that so much time has passed you by since it ?
Or maybe it's a combination?
I've had 2 failed attempts and sometimes it can feel so surreal when I look back on them.
Both attempts were done with proper planning and research, one thing that you can never underestimate is how strong the survival instinct can be. Feel free to either DM/PM if you want to know more information.
Over does was #1. Some thing made me very angry and they think the adrenaline saved me. I was found the next day still unconscious on the floor. #2 was an insulin over dose. I grabbed the slow release pen instead of the instant. The insulin wasn't mine. I spent 3 days in iCU. #3 was tourniquet around neck. Was found "cyanotic" and "black" in color as the hospital staff found me.
Do you struggle to come to terms with the fact that you failed, or is it that so much time has passed you by since it ?
Or maybe it's a combination?
I've had 2 failed attempts and sometimes it can feel so surreal when I look back on them.
I hate that I fail. I'm scared to fail because I end up locked in a psych hospital. I'd rather be alive than trapped in that space helpless to end the suffering
Solid planning, poor execution of the plans because of unclear thinking as I neared the end. I can't seem to overcome the distortions of reality and problems thinking as I try to execute a plan. Probably going to move towards an automated process and a hotel to insure proper amounts of time uninterrupted.
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