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Kaisler

Am I good enough ?
Sep 19, 2021
51
1 hour until I take my sn. Mods please delete this account if I don't reply to this thread within 3 days. I'll be posting my experience here too after after I've taken my sn if I can. I don't take ae. Only 25 g of sn and 100ml of water.
 
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blueclover_.

blueclover_.

Better Never to Have Been: 2006, David Benatar
Oct 11, 2021
667
1 hour until I take my sn. Mods please delete this account if I don't reply to this thread within 3 days. I'll be posting my experience here too after after I've taken my sn if I can. I don't take ae. Only 25 g of sn and 100ml of water.
Please make a second glass, in case you vomit. Best of luck.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
11,339
Wishing you peace and healing. :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart:
 
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Labean

Labean

Member
Nov 5, 2021
55
My friend, whatever you choose, take your time, there are a lot of buses and routes too.
 
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marinekiwi

marinekiwi

Student
Oct 28, 2021
148
You're still able to turn back if you don't feel like it's the right time.
Whatever your decision, I hope you really find peace from your suffering.

So many people going out with sn these days... we live in a failed society that's for sure.
 
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Kennish

Specialist
Aug 17, 2021
379
I hope you find peace ā˜®ļø
 
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Koppite

Koppite

Member
Aug 6, 2021
56
You're still able to turn back if you don't feel like it's the right time.
Whatever your decision, I hope you really find peace from your suffering.

So many people going out with sn these days... we live in a failed society that's for sure.
Especially as society has all the pharmaceuticals necessary to help any of us to a painless, dignified and peaceful end - yet simply refuses to do so, preferring people die in pain and fear.
 
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Kaisler

Am I good enough ?
Sep 19, 2021
51
15 minutes to go fellas, I feel excited and nervous. Damn I really am fucked up
Btw any of you who wants the source feel free to pm me, if you live in central Europe you're in luck !
 
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OnlyTheWind

OnlyTheWind

Serena / Meatball head
Aug 29, 2020
962
Wishing you well on your journey out of this hell. I'll be with you in spirit :heart:
 
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Kaisler

Am I good enough ?
Sep 19, 2021
51
I've just drunk SN, not as salty as people say.
I don't feel anything yet
 
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Dot

Info abt typng styl on prfle.
Sep 26, 2021
3,791
U r nt alne
 
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Kaisler

Am I good enough ?
Sep 19, 2021
51
Heart is heating fast tho.
 
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Dot

Info abt typng styl on prfle.
Sep 26, 2021
3,791
R u feelng ok
 
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Kaisler

Am I good enough ?
Sep 19, 2021
51
No I don't feel anything, it's just my heart is beating fast right now
I think my nails are bluish now
 
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amarillo

Member
Jan 30, 2021
76
Wishing you strength, and of course we're here for anything you may need <3
 
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Kaisler

Am I good enough ?
Sep 19, 2021
51
Feel nauseous, but still can keep it in
 
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Dot

Dot

Info abt typng styl on prfle.
Sep 26, 2021
3,791
Is ok 2 chnge mind @ ths point
 
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Kaisler

Am I good enough ?
Sep 19, 2021
51
Hands shaking, due to nervous I think
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
11,339
Keeping you in my thoughts. :hug: Not sure how much longer I will be on. A little tired but I will stay awake as long as I can.
 
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marinekiwi

marinekiwi

Student
Oct 28, 2021
148
Wish you the best @Kaisler, really hope you'll find the peace you deserve.
 
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Pharmaruined

Nobody gets out alive
Sep 10, 2020
247
Oh wow.. rest in peace . hope u find the solace you're looking for.. safe travels friend..
 
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kurisutinabestgirl

Kurisu is best girl
Oct 14, 2021
83
I hope you could get the peace you needed <3
 
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aminend

Warlock
May 24, 2020
746
I hope u be at peace now
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,627
I hope you found the peace you were looking for and you are free from suffering.
 
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Lone_Gray_Wolf

Lone_Gray_Wolf

Fate plays chess with 2 queens
Aug 21, 2020
278
And just like that another soul has left. I hope he/she is on peace now.

Yes, you were good enough; just something went wrong.
 
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