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Suicide Discussion

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Discussion Anybody waiting for a parent to pass in order to ctb?
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25
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2K
girl_with_a_plan
girl_with_a_plan
bipolarbear.
Method Can’t keep going, need guidance
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6
Views
941
FrancesFarmer
FrancesFarmer
lattebrew
Discussion would 24,000 grams of advil be fatal
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8
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604
let.me.let.go87
let.me.let.go87
mrnamoshi
My journey to death
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26
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2K
nir
nir
Zecko
SN-does it work like this?
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16
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1K
syde44
S
R
Help Getting the equipment for nitrogen gas method
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3
Views
632
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
bloomingdahlia_
Venting I envy people who successfully CTB.
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14
Views
1K
TakeMeToHeaven
TakeMeToHeaven
lattebrew
Venting I feel the same way I did last year
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11
Views
839
TakeMeToHeaven
TakeMeToHeaven
toxicjester
Venting Upset GF
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7
Views
791
toxicjester
toxicjester
Mkeblair
Thoughts on these EOL Planners?
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2
Views
311
Mkeblair
Mkeblair
amaterasu :-)
take benzos twice (SN)
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9
Views
775
amaterasu :-)
amaterasu :-)
JessIsAlive
  • Locked
Help being here is depressing, i just want to find a source and leave
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1
Views
485
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
lostinthevoid777
Suicide note
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7
Views
633
Maormer
Maormer
bambibambam
tonight’s the night, for real this time.
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97
Views
9K
nir
nir
rotten
I hate this phrase when used in this context…
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1
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551
LapseInTime
LapseInTime
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Next Week
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1
Views
358
CantDoIt
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L'absent
Death by Hanging (according to forensic medicine)
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0
Views
789
L'absent
L'absent
mistymoo
Just purchased sn but ive been given pantoprazole by my dr. Help?
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3
Views
468
mistymoo
mistymoo
drraculaurra
Venting Guilt towards my boyfriend
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10
Views
766
drraculaurra
drraculaurra
Gstreater
Venting I don't think i can last a year
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1
Views
343
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
P
Story My final words
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169
Views
19K
nir
nir
ForsakenShadow
Story DMC SN has arrived(Canada)
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14
Views
2K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
qualityOV3Rquantity
It feels so surreal that I'm actually going to die.
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5
Views
674
Juggernaut1010
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witless
it always comes back
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3
Views
510
Valhala
Valhala
grievingcarcass
Exit bag tutorial or alternative
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0
Views
589
grievingcarcass
grievingcarcass
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Help N poured into glass, there is some precipitate. How much less than optimal
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22
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2K
Alessa
Alessa
J
Venting This World Fucking Sucks
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3
Views
436
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
Steff1337
Method My SN
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10
Views
1K
DoneWithThisLife
DoneWithThisLife
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CarbĂłn monoxide from car
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4
Views
472
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
kittyswift
just picked up a very special package :D
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21
Views
2K
busrider
busrider
JessIsAlive
Venting im ready to die and a lack of a method is so frustrating
Replies
5
Views
497
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Xyla
Venting promethazine & fluoxetine.
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3
Views
430
deletedaccount30982
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N
I might get what I ever wanted and craved for and it might literally kill me
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2
Views
625
noname223
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MeowTheFlemishCat
Venting Can blaming someone in your suicide actually traumatize them?
Replies
14
Views
663
Ol Messier 87
Ol Messier 87
JessIsAlive
Discussion euphemisms for death
Replies
12
Views
879
Neowise
Neowise
L'absent
It can work for ctb?
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0
Views
330
L'absent
L'absent
A
Can I use demineralised water to test ns purity?
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0
Views
248
annikae
A
CTB Dream
Venting Regret
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1
Views
319
Kalista
K
JessIsAlive
thinking about parents finding me
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4
Views
357
JessIsAlive
JessIsAlive
M
Unable to change
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4
Views
410
mrtime87
M
B
Venting Letter to my son
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23
Views
2K
badtothebone
B
FireFox
My heartbreak was physically and psychologically killing me
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6
Views
634
FireFox
FireFox
Saponification
Discussion Life is objectively undesirable
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15
Views
1K
offbalance
O
hopscotch
Venting god i hate myself. sorry, here's a post moping about it
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2
Views
568
complex
C
Ww42
I have decided to buy SN again instead of hanging as originally planned
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13
Views
1K
JessIsAlive
JessIsAlive
Gangrel
Story Witnessed a traumatic event - Seeing myself in a suicide victim.
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7
Views
851
JessIsAlive
JessIsAlive
Draconis
Travel to CTB to Peru or US?
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7
Views
766
hhttt25
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HereIGoAgain24
Venting I regret not going through with my suicide pact
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2
Views
606
ThatGuyOverThere
ThatGuyOverThere
hellno
Got a plan
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4
Views
433
hellno
hellno
FERAL_FRENZY
Venting Revenge Suicide
Replies
9
Views
648
cryptoinvestor
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