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Suicide Discussion

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Beyond_Repair
Advice for obtaining metoclopramide in US without a prescription
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4
Views
618
N3UR0T1C
N3UR0T1C
T
Venting My cheating ex has no worth to me anymore
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10
Views
868
Trav1989
T
ali463
i need a very detailed charcoal burning guide
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1
Views
722
purplegrape8
purplegrape8
wistfulness
Advice for Teen Caretaker? (AITA)
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4
Views
456
wistfulness
wistfulness
marabellasol
If you get periods, do you find that your thoughts get worse leading up to it?
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15
Views
550
katara
katara
U
Venting I admire people who still know right from wrong and have perfect moral compasses even when they've been abused and bee through terrible situations
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2
Views
324
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
opheliaoveragain
Maybe a shot in the dark, but nitazene??
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1
Views
377
YosemiteGrrl
Y
satanpixidreamgirl
Venting Agoraphobia is hell.
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3
Views
631
satanpixidreamgirl
satanpixidreamgirl
Chex
Think I’m gonna do it
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0
Views
585
Chex
Chex
SentimentalTrip
Any current SN sources that ship to the US?
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0
Views
364
SentimentalTrip
SentimentalTrip
N
Struggling with regulating emotions
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0
Views
391
nowilltolivee
N
J
Story Going in circles
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0
Views
355
jajajaja
J
depthss
I shouldn’t have friends
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3
Views
472
F@#$
F
V
Venting Im a sack of dog shit
Replies
8
Views
516
burner4242
burner4242
emptyenvelopes
Venting Death is always right out of my reach
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0
Views
335
emptyenvelopes
emptyenvelopes
T
Feeling like you are playing with house money
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1
Views
398
KuriGohan&Kamehameha
KuriGohan&Kamehameha
jajajamielee
  • Poll
Possible goodbye thread
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9
Views
1K
jajajamielee
jajajamielee
prototypian
There is a reason you can’t escape your past…
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1
Views
538
Infinite Solipsist
Infinite Solipsist
T
Goodbye
Replies
14
Views
1K
opheliaoveragain
opheliaoveragain
bearbrikk
Ways to cope
Replies
10
Views
525
derpyderpins
derpyderpins
Whitegirlwasted
Venting Being on this website after my girlfriend was on it before killing herself.
Replies
8
Views
1K
zombiegirl
zombiegirl
platypusfan
“You can’t fly Jets if you’re colorblind”
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2
Views
531
Beyond_Repair
Beyond_Repair
hajnalka
Help hanging & CO
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1
Views
448
Minsu
M
itsalittlecold
Discussion Chlorobutanol, does it have potential?
Replies
0
Views
321
itsalittlecold
itsalittlecold
K-β
Venting it never feels like anything i go through can justify how sad i am
Replies
0
Views
267
K-β
K-β
Menschenmühle
Help I'm starting to hate my girlfriend
Replies
6
Views
794
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
fleetingnight
Venting All I want to do is one great thing before I die. One thing. One single fucking thing. Why is it so hard?
Replies
14
Views
1K
Artemisia
A
Beyond_Repair
How do IV drug users do it?
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3
Views
632
Beyond_Repair
Beyond_Repair
C
Venting my dog
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15
Views
853
Beyond_Repair
Beyond_Repair
AbusedInnocent
I'm so done
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3
Views
653
dolemitedrums
D
U
Discussion What's the last thing they will remember?
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7
Views
474
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
R
Which mix of benzos/opioids is actually lethal??
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3
Views
612
DoubleUp8
DoubleUp8
GentleJerk
Resource The N Files 2.0
Replies
539
Views
91K
wljourney
wljourney
stupidmonkey
finding N
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8
Views
1K
wljourney
wljourney
A
N from D!
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13
Views
1K
wljourney
wljourney
ADBoy777
Help Fair price for Benzos
Replies
1
Views
355
2Toes
2
G
Overdose
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0
Views
316
groundeddiscipline
G
I
Can Nembutal be ordered online?
Replies
62
Views
5K
wljourney
wljourney
M
Method Quick Question about testing SN with Liquid Tests
Replies
6
Views
891
MusicToLogIn
M
touyathecat
Venting Why i need to die
Replies
1
Views
548
Daryl72
D
C
SN protocol + compressed air duster can to pass out quickly
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1
Views
406
KillingPain267
KillingPain267
D
How to overcome ones fear of what, if anything; comes after we end it all.
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21
Views
1K
Daryl72
D
SNastablesalt
Is it safe to share my real name with SN sources?
Replies
4
Views
564
OrphicEnd
OrphicEnd
catbunny
What else can i use other than SN?
Replies
2
Views
534
Praestat_Mori
P
U
Story The day has come?
Replies
3
Views
616
Midwest_Indigo
Midwest_Indigo
HumanBBQ
Discussion Wondering about death as an endless dreaming state
Replies
18
Views
881
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
M
Discussion Taken delivery of SN but its hard?
Replies
3
Views
458
Acritarch
Acritarch
hajnalka
Venting why was i never able to do anything?
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5
Views
543
devils~advocate
D
KillingPain267
Story I chuckle inside when thinking about how neither my therapist nor family know about my plan to ctb...
Replies
6
Views
471
KillingPain267
KillingPain267
B
First CTB ‘test run’
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1
Views
475
dolemitedrums
D
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