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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
touyathecat
Discussion I want to die so badly, right now
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5
Views
567
Linda
Linda
Darkover
Venting what i have come to realize is i'll never be free
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1
Views
332
Trav1989
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divinemistress87
Suicide increase
Replies
33
Views
1K
Trav1989
T
Qua
Venting Nothing makes me happy
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1
Views
499
Trav1989
T
indefinitesleep
Venting fantasize about the past
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0
Views
352
indefinitesleep
indefinitesleep
doingitrighthistime
Discussion Feeling a sense of peace and happiness after ordering my SN.
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1
Views
362
YosemiteGrrl
Y
ayla
whats something someone has told you thats stuck to you ever since? (good and bad)
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9
Views
550
EvisceratedJester
EvisceratedJester
Cowboy_Kid
Story My parents were never there for me and never believed in me
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3
Views
445
grungy自殺
grungy自殺
Darkover
Why is existence so bad
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7
Views
935
MarkSmith73
M
Kirov
Hit by a train
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11
Views
1K
hellworldprincess
hellworldprincess
SoulWhisperer
Discussion What problems can't be solved?
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10
Views
809
Cinnamorolls
Cinnamorolls
thealteredmind
Story 6 months left
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0
Views
402
thealteredmind
thealteredmind
everythingoes
Is suicide irrational?
Replies
51
Views
2K
JensenX
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W
Idk what to do
Replies
9
Views
633
assisted
assisted
hauntyoueveryday
Help How do I get everybody out of the house?
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0
Views
513
hauntyoueveryday
hauntyoueveryday
G
Story If you see this, I may be dead
Replies
7
Views
976
CocoToxBase
CocoToxBase
SonicFan1994
Thoughts on SN being painful?
Replies
23
Views
3K
cowboypants
cowboypants
Dark Moon
Hanging with cords
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0
Views
474
Dark Moon
Dark Moon
P
A confession
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0
Views
327
paintedwreath
P
P
Any other sufferers of iatrogenic harm here??
Replies
0
Views
351
paintedwreath
P
Darkover
Is the world really as bad as I feel like it is?
Replies
20
Views
950
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
sugarb
Discussion What’s the best day to CTB?
Replies
5
Views
746
sugarb
sugarb
gum
Painless ways to CBT?
Replies
1
Views
562
dolemitedrums
D
R
Use curing salt that is only 6.25% sodium nitrite?
Replies
12
Views
2K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
Q
Discussion The obsession with SN on this forum seems really weird to me
Replies
32
Views
3K
paintedwreath
P
KuriGohan&Kamehameha
Autism and a bad childhood ensured that I would never have a good life
Replies
16
Views
5K
Illegal Preclear
Illegal Preclear
bubblebunny
Help Maybe a weird request?
Replies
7
Views
521
feelinggloomy
feelinggloomy
black.dahlia
Venting ctb date might need to be moved. dont know if i can make myself live that long
Replies
1
Views
411
YosemiteGrrl
Y
F
  • Question
SN semi-quantitative testkits
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2
Views
352
Fakefriendhate_Maxx
F
P
Help need advice from someone who has bought SN in the US
Replies
0
Views
479
pinkblur
P
KillingPain267
Venting Since my spouse left, that's the point of no return. I have to go
Replies
1
Views
362
snowbird
snowbird
R
Method I need hope
Replies
0
Views
375
Rashmika26
R
UglyCat
i feel like the ugly duckling, but without a happy ending
Replies
4
Views
370
DoubleUp8
DoubleUp8
Abyssal
Venting Shoutout to the particular hell that is off and on depression
Replies
2
Views
296
alicia
alicia
SilentSadness
Venting Everyone just looks out for themselves.
Replies
2
Views
369
opheliaoveragain
opheliaoveragain
Qua
Venting ,,Go out with friends and clean at home"
Replies
4
Views
518
ToastInTheShell
ToastInTheShell
U
Venting Even though my sister, mom, and brother were abused they grew up to be absolutely morally perfect human beings
Replies
0
Views
233
ultrasharpy123456
U
ominisgaunt
Story Leaving soon
Replies
1
Views
595
dimgobaith
D
Illegal Preclear
CTBing due to Schizoaffective Disorder
Replies
6
Views
860
Illegal Preclear
Illegal Preclear
prototypian
I don’t want to face tomorrow.
Replies
1
Views
336
popcornheart
popcornheart
plum!
Venting If 'normal' people felt the way I do, they would want to kill themselves too
Replies
6
Views
649
Daryl72
D
A
Method Strangulation method but with elastic sewing bands or other elastic materials
Replies
7
Views
644
HD72
HD72
C
Discussion SN Meto Regime or Not ?
Replies
2
Views
323
Acritarch
Acritarch
Sprite_Geist
Venting Cliques
Replies
0
Views
298
Sprite_Geist
Sprite_Geist
CatLove56
It's really easy to visualize where I'd do it
Replies
1
Views
269
Linda
Linda
ForWhatPurpose
Venting It's time to put a plan in place
Replies
2
Views
471
ForWhatPurpose
ForWhatPurpose
ominisgaunt
  • Locked
Discussion Finding someone to kill you
Replies
5
Views
665
DoubleUp8
DoubleUp8
EternalSummer
LEGENDS OF SASU
Replies
1
Views
974
iji
I
4everHeartBroken
Help WHY do we postpone suicide when life hurts so much?
Replies
40
Views
2K
sleepforever81
sleepforever81
L
using alcohol to cope with social situations
Replies
7
Views
454
Ishihara99
Ishihara99
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