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Suicide Discussion

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DesperateOne
Netherlands assisted suicide
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13
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1K
LunarLight
LunarLight
jayceyyqo
  • Question
Help Best way to overdose?
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5
Views
728
LunarLight
LunarLight
diaryofadg
Laying under tracks or standing
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4
Views
440
kilowatt
kilowatt
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Venting I bought a house
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1
Views
487
NeuroDamaged3
NeuroDamaged3
C
potassium n vs sn?
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2
Views
620
Talvikki
T
saturn1402
i am genuinely grateful for life but I still want to CTB
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3
Views
448
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
sevennn
Venting i want to die but don’t want to do all the exhausting stuff to be dead
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14
Views
819
sevennn
sevennn
misakimaze
Venting im tired
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2
Views
430
Cowboy_Kid
Cowboy_Kid
UglyCat
i cut myself
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1
Views
305
SVEN
SVEN
CatLove56
Does anyone have a problem with too much empathy?
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5
Views
451
Mirrory Me
Mirrory Me
Mlifos & Sitoa
Help Selectra Overdose
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5
Views
409
Mlifos & Sitoa
Mlifos & Sitoa
ebg
I hope my CTB isn't used to advocate for mental health
Replies
7
Views
801
Tramwajarz
T
A
5-drug cocktail from PPEH
Replies
7
Views
902
Plato'sCaveDweller
Plato'sCaveDweller
GUZMA
Venting The guilt of leaving people behind
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8
Views
900
pariah80
P
sickoceanbunny
I wish
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3
Views
329
sevennn
sevennn
endless-void
I miss you
Replies
1
Views
461
James Sunderland
James Sunderland
CTB Dream
Venting Human talk same norm
Replies
4
Views
903
ForgottenAgain
ForgottenAgain
paredler
"Life is meaningless so you might as well enjoy it"
Replies
16
Views
1K
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
TraumaEscapee:)
Stan's guide and my meds
Replies
4
Views
668
Gangrel
Gangrel
Imhopeless
Method My first time and hopefully last. Need help figuring this out.
Replies
1
Views
656
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
wildflowers1996
I'm so unimportant
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0
Views
296
wildflowers1996
wildflowers1996
E
Venting Idk what to do
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5
Views
548
Ethernatuskoi
E
CatLove56
Do you think about any users on here who did it?
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24
Views
1K
Meowsies
Meowsies
Hunterer
Discussion People Don't Take You Seriously Either ?
Replies
8
Views
832
MyTimeIsUp
M
K
Help The rat poison, bromethalin
Replies
9
Views
1K
NegevChina
NegevChina
depressedstupidgirl
i can’t help but be pissed off at my parents
Replies
5
Views
700
Deleted member 94706
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solblaze
Fears of making myself mentally retarded
Replies
6
Views
508
gomikasu
gomikasu
gnarpyvents
New plan!
Replies
5
Views
573
James Sunderland
James Sunderland
depthss
theres really just no point to anything
Replies
8
Views
617
skyflame
skyflame
qualityOV3Rquantity
Everything feels so fucking empty
Replies
2
Views
522
James Sunderland
James Sunderland
apearl
Venting partially want to ctb so I wont have to deal with dad's death
Replies
7
Views
690
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
colddarkloner
I'm so tired.
Replies
1
Views
399
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
ApparentlyNot
Venting being a wage slave is killing me
Replies
3
Views
654
ApparentlyNot
ApparentlyNot
P
Desire to possess someone .
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3
Views
403
Parnate
P
TraumaEscapee:)
PMDD and suicide ideation and depression
Replies
11
Views
586
DOHARDTHINGS24
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L'absent
Constrictor Noose Video?
Replies
2
Views
380
L'absent
L'absent
I
  • Poll
Discussion How hard would you say finding SN is
Replies
7
Views
641
memoriesofyesterday
memoriesofyesterday
sybilsxys
Help CTB with shallow water blackout in bathtub
Replies
1
Views
727
sevennn
sevennn
Awesomefoid67
Venting Do you ever feel like your life hasnt really been bad but it hasnt been good either?
Replies
4
Views
543
solblaze
solblaze
Awesomefoid67
Venting None of my problems are real i don't deserve to ctb
Replies
6
Views
690
Awesomefoid67
Awesomefoid67
ijustwishtodie
Venting Anybody who wants me alive is a selfish monster
Replies
1
Views
491
MyTimeIsUp
M
D
Been thinking of more scarring ways to die.
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0
Views
313
deadeyesnowman
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Themogger
Just started my regiment
Replies
26
Views
2K
TraumaEscapee:)
TraumaEscapee:)
eva.yuki
Method How many mgs of Risperidone would be enough as antiemetic for SN?
Replies
3
Views
499
purplesky9
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ImpairedLowlife
Story Last night I had a dream about shooting myself
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4
Views
577
heyhoherewego
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Method What to do if you wake up several hours later from CO poisoning?
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8
Views
1K
butterflyguy
butterflyguy
struggles_inc
Help Mom is killing herself while I can do nothing but watch
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17
Views
2K
disheartened_lover
D
C
"Your looks won't last"
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6
Views
930
SVEN
SVEN
OutOfThisBody
  • Question
Method What To Say To Get Meto Prescription
Replies
2
Views
586
athiestjoe
athiestjoe
H
Help What am i doing wrong? Partial hanging
Replies
11
Views
2K
Hardlyalive
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