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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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Discussion Why are we even in this mess?
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3
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531
untothedepths
untothedepths
Xe-
Discussion a few ways I think over ctb.
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1
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497
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
E
Venting I just want to believe it can work.
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2
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454
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Venting Might have to change method again
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1
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445
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
rokonie
I want to live as close to "dead" as possible
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6
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741
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
M
Walked up to the train tracks
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21
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1K
sugarb
sugarb
RoadBLOCK
We pity animals and kill them!
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3
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360
Davey36000
Davey36000
Mors.Mors.Mors
Help I feel less and less able to commit suicide even if my life feels like it is falling apart.
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7
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868
indefinitesleep
indefinitesleep
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Using Argon regulator for Nitrogen (inert gas method)
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3
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699
emma99
E
justwannadip
Think I’m going tmrw
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13
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1K
justwannadip
justwannadip
wasteandvoid
Venting Worthless
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0
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345
wasteandvoid
wasteandvoid
AnonymousL
Venting I've been doing better yet I still wanna do it
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4
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338
AnonymousL
AnonymousL
Hunterer
Venting I Feel Like a Zombie
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4
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579
Dr. Finklestein
Dr. Finklestein
B
Method SN dissolved in liquid - okay to drink later?
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5
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968
rozeske
R
mave_rain
Help revenge before I go. (kinda a vent as well)
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1
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517
needthebus
needthebus
N
How to get comfortable after taking SN.
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3
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542
LondonVillie
LondonVillie
Lightkeeper
  • Poll
Suicide vs "accident" vs "disappearing"?
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16
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1K
Lightkeeper
Lightkeeper
404
what does it feel like having BPD?
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23
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1K
Ash
Ash
Yonlux
Discussion Can sleep deprivation be a method?
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4
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574
brokeandbroken
B
wildflowers1996
What do you think the most common reason is for wanting to ctb?
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22
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954
M00nL1tCh4s3
M
beyondeternal
Why should I even get out of bed every morning?
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9
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977
davidtorez
davidtorez
sickgirlzis
Venting whats the point
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0
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395
sickgirlzis
sickgirlzis
L
Help long shot
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0
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418
lightturquoise
L
E
CN Powder Verification
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2
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339
eashanm
E
O
SARCO Nitrogen Pod will be used for the first time this month
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28
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1K
justanotherdaynow
justanotherdaynow
C
Got my SN (And had a little taste)
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14
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1K
CantDoIt
C
R
Just a quick bye
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15
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1K
SantasHelper
SantasHelper
G
Help NYC
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1
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392
Ah.ow
A
CTB Dream
Venting Injury damage
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3
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554
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
rj3542
Method Advice on SN timeline
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4
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2K
Timothy7dff
Timothy7dff
violetviolence
Help will my friend be considered responsible for my death if he supplies me with AEs?
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3
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535
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
P
  • Question
Does anybody had a favorite internet personality and they passed away :(
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23
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2K
Jon Arbuckle
Jon Arbuckle
luana
Venting guilt (ctb)
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0
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465
luana
luana
chronicdissosiation
SN Sources?
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9
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1K
WeakWeave
WeakWeave
A
So glad this place exists
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3
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389
Defenestration
Defenestration
B
HELP ME PLEASE (SOMEONE SPEAK SPANISH?)
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7
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742
Isbel88
I
qualityOV3Rquantity
I hate pain so much
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4
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382
Circles
C
turnip
Venting I'd rather get better, but I don't think it's possible
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2
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651
QueerMelancholy
QueerMelancholy
D
Method RC Chem CTBb
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2
Views
440
AmericanMary
AmericanMary
wildflowers1996
Do you think "impulsive suicides" should be prevented?
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23
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935
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
ChiseHatori
Anyone in NC (USA) wanna plan something...
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1
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396
ChiseHatori
ChiseHatori
B
Does IV N burn the veins ?
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5
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623
Talvikki
T
satanpixidreamgirl
I might have leukemia or another blood cancer and I'm relieved strangely.
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14
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883
itsover090
I
Felodese
Songs
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8
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639
Ligottian
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cruelexistence
Discussion Being a sadist
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58
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2K
yxmux
yxmux
yxmux
Help Bought a 550 Paracord. Looking for some answers.
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3
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538
yxmux
yxmux
H
Venting When you know it's completely all your own fault you have to CTB
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7
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732
Username1359751
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BlazingBob
I had to euthanize my dog today. He went so peacefully. Unfortunately my end won't be so peaceful.
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6
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523
rebelnow111
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incorporeal
bought fent on the street!
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7
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811
incorporeal
incorporeal
W
Help Full suspension resources
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2
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710
wanttodie12345
W
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