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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
jvnko
Venting i want to die so bad
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1
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268
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
J
Help Need to ctb
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1
Views
498
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
F
Help please help i miss the blue sky because of the storm, calm me down please
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2
Views
318
Dot
Dot
monstercatering
Tonight's my night.
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3
Views
906
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
lkjhgfdsa1
Partial hanging closet bar
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12
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2K
xa012
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toxicjester
Venting Never thought of it this much in detail before
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0
Views
477
toxicjester
toxicjester
hauntyoueveryday
Help How to let my online friends know I'm dead?
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4
Views
786
lv-nii
lv-nii
toxicjester
Venting I want to die but I don’t wanna do the work
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3
Views
679
toxicjester
toxicjester
F
Venting i miss the blue sky, i really miss it, the storm outside might be calm rn but im not ok i miss the blue sky
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0
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225
FriendDeath
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emilyissad
  • Question
Where to buy SN/Sodium Nitrite
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10
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1K
nightdeer
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Synfrome
Venting Things have only been getting worse
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0
Views
570
Synfrome
Synfrome
I
failed SN - not sure why?
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330
Views
46K
thedevilwithin
thedevilwithin
Plato'sCaveDweller
Goodbye (SN)
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94
Views
15K
OnlyOneSolution
OnlyOneSolution
zekeyaeger
Venting I think it would be tough for doctors to aid with suicide due to SI
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2
Views
413
MyTimeIsUp
M
GuyOnInternet
Discussion Have you ever felt that you just can't stop?
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0
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434
GuyOnInternet
GuyOnInternet
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Idk know what to do
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1
Views
333
shootingsweetrolls
S
sadidiot0328
Venting I regret going to college.
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3
Views
428
theolivanderroach
theolivanderroach
DansDanu
In a good relationship but my life still sucks. Feeling guilty af
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1
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420
acidkitsune23
acidkitsune23
acidkitsune23
Help I don't have the energy for romance. I want to be alone.
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0
Views
441
acidkitsune23
acidkitsune23
SuicIdiot
Considerate Suicides
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1
Views
445
deathwish
deathwish
F
please help me feel better theres a loud storm outside just now that is bothering me i tried to ctb twice already, my ankles hurt
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13
Views
719
thereisnoone
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P
Discussion Would VAD (v’s ctb) really make a difference for family?
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5
Views
611
PhDone
P
F
i cant take this shit anymore the storm is still ongoing im going to ctb right now, i must ctb to escape this fucking hell
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7
Views
412
dnrlexola
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zekeyaeger
Help Is Lab Reagent labeled SN okay?
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2
Views
436
zekeyaeger
zekeyaeger
Awesomefoid67
Help Alcohol interaction with SN?
Replies
7
Views
627
PhDone
P
Sans
Discussion Would this be feasible?
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3
Views
426
Sans
Sans
Rudi
Help I feel so empty and lost right now
Replies
4
Views
538
Rudi
Rudi
Misanthrope0000
Venting The only reason why I wanna die is because of my country I can't stand living in this hellhole anymore I can't do this anymore
Replies
7
Views
1K
Aloneandinpain
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Limited options, limited time, could use some advice...
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0
Views
590
ThePlanIsInMotion
T
patheticq
Venting Truly isolated.
Replies
8
Views
572
brokeandbroken
B
sugarb
Venting Sugar’s Open Diary
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88
Views
6K
potablewater784
potablewater784
notsohpy
Venting Why do I feel Like this?
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1
Views
353
Biblom2000
B
maka
Got my dream job, yet still want to die incredibly bad. And I feel so selfish for it.
Replies
5
Views
885
MatrixPrisoner
MatrixPrisoner
E
SN Storage/Containers
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5
Views
603
SA1994EC
S
Mush4ever
Losing my soulmate
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4
Views
490
Anhaedra
Anhaedra
W
If N can be bought otc in Peru,
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21
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3K
Talvikki
T
M
Anyone from Switzerland?
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14
Views
720
illAF
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mapleboy
Goodbye thread for "P"
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37
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4K
Rational Actor
Rational Actor
VentureOverwatch
Method I have decided to CTB on November 30th, where's the most fatal place to stab myself.
Replies
1
Views
714
kingfool316
kingfool316
lonely&trapped.
Venting I feel bad I can't kill myself
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13
Views
1K
OnlyOneSolution
OnlyOneSolution
M
Discussion I don't know if this was posted before
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5
Views
551
OnlyOneSolution
OnlyOneSolution
-nobodyknows-
I don’t want to die
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6
Views
640
AAE
AAE
F
the storm is just very loud and its scaring me, i already attempted to ctb but failed
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24
Views
682
Rudi
Rudi
W
Help No one talked about self immolation
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9
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1K
OnlyOneSolution
OnlyOneSolution
OnlyOneSolution
Help PPH
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0
Views
295
OnlyOneSolution
OnlyOneSolution
F
I CANT FUCKING TAKE THIS SHIT ANYMORE I SELF HARMED AGAIN, I DID ANOTHER CUT I CANT FUCKING TAKE IT ANYMORE GIVE ME SHIT SO I CAN CALM DOWN I CANT
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2
Views
405
Rudi
Rudi
F
Help going to ctb right now, cant handle the storm what can i do with all my stuff before i ctb
Replies
0
Views
237
FriendDeath
F
CTB Dream
Venting Socl nonsns
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1
Views
381
Chaosire
Chaosire
F
Venting im tired of this fucking weather, i give up, ill self harm until i bleed all of it, i will fucking do it i cant fucking take it anymore
Replies
0
Views
211
FriendDeath
F
S
I have no friends, no family, and I'm almost sure I'll be going to jail for years for a crime I committed. Why shouldn't I give up and commit suicide?
Replies
4
Views
526
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