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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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Method I need someone to kill me
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4
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772
Praestat_Mori
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MBiopic
Venting I feel hopeless.
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4
Views
499
MBiopic
MBiopic
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Laying on train tracks
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5
Views
757
Bapremp
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ctbgurl
NSFW Deeper with Thin razors....?
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3
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1K
EvisceratedJester
EvisceratedJester
FoxInWaiting
I'm turning into a monster
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8
Views
941
colorlesstsukuru
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sannoji
Venting feel like i’m acting all of the time
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5
Views
615
colorlesstsukuru
C
uwufox777
Help Immense physical pain with no cure or treatment possible. Please help.
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10
Views
819
uwufox777
uwufox777
eyenumbing
Venting i'm a fuck up
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0
Views
408
eyenumbing
eyenumbing
segasonicexe
Venting I don't believe in the world around me
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6
Views
720
badtothebone
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A
Venting Does anyone keep checking on here hoping to get a message/reply?
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12
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578
DrearyAsh348
DrearyAsh348
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Discussion Does staying social and close to friends make CTB more difficult?
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14
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962
excinephile
E
DuskUntilDawn
Story My Life
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8
Views
888
DuskUntilDawn
DuskUntilDawn
notmyusername
Discussion Getting high on DXM
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3
Views
493
LunarLight
LunarLight
swanchild
Just needed to talk (please, someone)
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17
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1K
badtothebone
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Beyond_Repair
My SN protocol
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2
Views
752
Beyond_Repair
Beyond_Repair
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Help Cutting
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3
Views
490
temporal_anchorite
temporal_anchorite
Beavisandbutthead
Last wish
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15
Views
606
Steff1337
Steff1337
milknife02
The Numbness
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1
Views
341
Hollowman
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wannabesoftware
Venting just a vent
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4
Views
669
voc_89
voc_89
AnonymousL
Venting I did t get the job
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3
Views
445
DarknessAndDespair
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Help ordering from DMC
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9
Views
989
DOHARDTHINGS24
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Last dance
Please PM where you bought SN
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20
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1K
milknife02
milknife02
LeBroom
Help Two days to go for me now, any last affairs I could sort out?
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4
Views
551
kyhoti
kyhoti
d3ad
Venting guilt about ctb
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3
Views
566
kyhoti
kyhoti
Labyrinth
Story The universe has consciousness
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9
Views
731
Labyrinth
Labyrinth
thatwasit
Help SN weird test result
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1
Views
417
nibbleone
N
UnrulyNightmare
Feeling guilty for defiling someone's 'innocent' outlook on life
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21
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1K
UnrulyNightmare
UnrulyNightmare
they forgot me
Help slitting carotid and drowning
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3
Views
516
Readytogo246
R
S
Ways of checking SN
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7
Views
604
Agon321
Agon321
Gstreater
Help I'm not sure if I'm trans or i hate myself
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9
Views
578
freakshow
freakshow
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I need a friend to keep me company when I ctb.
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13
Views
729
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
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Anyone from New Delhi, India here
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8
Views
591
nom nom
nom nom
Leo._.
In the end I couldn't resist the thirst and had to stop the VSED.
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2
Views
891
t_Dio_in
T
S
What purity of Helium do I need?
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1
Views
347
Praestat_Mori
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existenceis123abc
Help SN in UK.
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0
Views
410
existenceis123abc
existenceis123abc
nebble
Why am i so scared to get a gun?
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5
Views
634
sugarb
sugarb
I
  • Question
Help Olanzapine as Antiemetic for SN Method
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4
Views
644
nobob
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I
  • Question
Help Drinking alcohol before full susp
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7
Views
595
Worndown
Worndown
nebble
How to overcome SI durring partial hanging?
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0
Views
403
nebble
nebble
bananemitmilch
Discussion Probability of night-night method actually working
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5
Views
1K
GetReadyy
GetReadyy
I
Under section how do i ctb
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2
Views
317
GetReadyy
GetReadyy
S
Taking SN in 2 hours
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19
Views
3K
bananemitmilch
bananemitmilch
C
The universe is telling me to ctb
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2
Views
368
Lost Magic
Lost Magic
Water-Lily
If a friend hurt you and refused to apologize for what they did, would you be happy if they stopped existing?
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13
Views
488
fleetingnight
fleetingnight
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Propananol death
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5
Views
909
HiddenPain
HiddenPain
Felodese
  • Question
Safe self-harm?
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9
Views
745
CantDoIt
C
Xe-
Discussion What is your personal definition of a will-to-live?
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10
Views
762
nohopenofuture31
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juzuhz
I want to kms soon
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4
Views
469
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
FireFox
Life was never for me
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1
Views
594
Berlin
Berlin
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Ran out of time
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3
Views
424
lifeisactualtorture
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