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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
overidk
  • Question
Surviving a suicide attempt, what was it like?
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40
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3K
xtra_cheesecurds
xtra_cheesecurds
Willowherb
Venting I can’t do it
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0
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325
Willowherb
Willowherb
LongLegs24
Help Good locations for full suspension hanging?
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3
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1K
cali22♡
cali22♡
Toxinebulaic
Discussion What was your biggest mistake?
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29
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2K
_RustyLeaf321
_RustyLeaf321
J
Has anyone else finding that logic is saving you at the moment?
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21
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1K
cali22♡
cali22♡
H
Help Got my SN today.
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1
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596
cali22♡
cali22♡
E
Discussion What is an attempt?
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5
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837
Emeralds
Emeralds
lilibunnyy
I once posted here on how im a pussy to do it and i was going to focus on being able to live. But ive changed my mind.Imma focus on having courage to
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0
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296
lilibunnyy
lilibunnyy
H
Discussion Finding methods
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12
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1K
Alcoholic Teletubby
Alcoholic Teletubby
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Is SN worth it if you know you’ll vomit?
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6
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1K
affirmatice
A
endless-void
Venting I am sickened with myself
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1
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578
MyTimeIsUp
M
F
SN availability in Spain
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0
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422
frustratedandfedup
F
pilotviolin
will propanolol reduce SI for jumping/hanging?
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5
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792
opheliaoveragain
opheliaoveragain
cet
Discussion Feelings before ctb
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2
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616
opheliaoveragain
opheliaoveragain
N
Years ago assisted suicide was my primary goal when it comes to suicide - but it has changed
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2
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741
Praestat_Mori
P
W
How do you kill yourself with an retractable umbrella in urgent case
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6
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637
opheliaoveragain
opheliaoveragain
B
Venting felt alive for a second for it all to just be taken away again
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0
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440
beenheredonethat
B
KillingPain267
Venting What do you know about Electroconvulsive Therapy (ECT)?
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11
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1K
idkplshelp
idkplshelp
aureliaaurit
Venting whats the point anymore?
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8
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1K
aureliaaurit
aureliaaurit
P
Help I took to much Tavor
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9
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778
tbh2023
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D
ctb with a .22 pistol
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16
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2K
L'absent
L'absent
F
Discussion Suicide is my retirement plan.
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17
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1K
Roadrunner
Roadrunner
A
Method no one can say i didn't try.
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2
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635
maniac116
maniac116
S
Venting My thread for venting and general thoughts
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0
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250
stimulation
S
N
If painpills could ease my mental and existential pain....
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1
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579
noname223
N
AnonymousL
Venting Financial struggles
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6
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491
Kassender
Kassender
P
It hurts so much I'm feeling impulsive I think I want to just do it now but I'm scared and I don't know how
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2
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454
maniac116
maniac116
RosebyAnyName
Found a survival forum thread from 2012 about the sodium nitrite ban
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3
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1K
nihilistic_dragon
nihilistic_dragon
bananemitmilch
  • Question
Method Hilfe bei der Suche eines hohen Ortes zum Sprung
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4
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2K
_Minsk
_Minsk
oysa
Help trying to get antiemetics - metoclopramide
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4
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789
Tuonetar_
Tuonetar_
A
One thing that gives me peace
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7
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967
Roadrunner
Roadrunner
supergold#2
Venting i want so badly to be gentle and soft and kind, so why am i so full of hate?
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7
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1K
justwannadip
justwannadip
Awesomefoid67
Discussion Have you attempted CTB before? If so, how many times and with what method/methods?
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3
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695
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Neverfeltdeader
Need help ctb.
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1
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608
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
obei
Method Can perscription sleeping pills kill me?
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10
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2K
Flippintogo
F
F
Venting cant take this shit anymore i cant my family doesnt give a shit about me i dont fucking know anymore, im gonna ctb in public
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2
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454
kavina
K
D
I have nothing to live for or look forward to
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15
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2K
VoidedExistence
V
N
If I identified as an organ donor, wouldn’t and shouldn’t some desperate family in need of an organ donor be able to connect with me?
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5
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649
Forever Sleep
F
D
brilliant easy method
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14
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1K
davidbrick
D
F
Help The rain outside is making me panic it's also thundering please help I'm traumatized
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5
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548
Lost Magic
Lost Magic
G
The end feels soon :)
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4
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514
eashanm
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fishtan
Venting I feel empty
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4
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930
lilah
lilah
butimbleeding
Scared I will never have the courage
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13
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2K
coffeebeany
C
S
Welp Trump won the election you know what that means
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33
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3K
lanahelp
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TragedyBornCrimson
Never use Skrill
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1
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625
theolivanderroach
theolivanderroach
Jon Arbuckle
Venting I am not intelligent
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1
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886
EvisceratedJester
EvisceratedJester
JustA_LittlePerson
Help Immolation
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20
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2K
JustA_LittlePerson
JustA_LittlePerson
norain
Have you had any experiences with scammers of N?
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4
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772
norain
norain
A
Is numbness to CTB one of the final stages
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4
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874
DeadManLiving
DeadManLiving
Lish
Venting They're making fun of me again
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0
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590
Lish
Lish
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