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Suicide Discussion

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helpmerest
Testing SN-URGENT
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9
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1K
helpmerest
helpmerest
OutOfThisBody
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Venting I Am Going To CTB Because I Was Born Female
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47
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4K
OutOfThisBody
OutOfThisBody
sameoldMantra
Discussion Why people streaming their ctb?
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26
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1K
sometimesoon
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daley
Book Review: Together We Will Go
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4
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1K
daley
daley
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Don’t want to fail
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5
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384
pharmameddamaged
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Degen
How to make partial hanging look less “disturbing”
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4
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615
MyTimeIsUp
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longdeadprefect
  • Question
Help Cotton rope for full suspension ???
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1
Views
496
kinderbueno
kinderbueno
wobblycoatrack
Discussion If you could pick anywhere to ctb where would you choose?
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13
Views
780
Emeralds
Emeralds
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Xanax
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2
Views
412
Splurged
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A
Venting Scared to live. Sorta afraid of dieing
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1
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413
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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My plan
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1
Views
444
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Karl Heisenberg
Discussion I'm just waiting for life to hit me hard one more time
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0
Views
502
Karl Heisenberg
Karl Heisenberg
Oeoe3
Venting Failure each time
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2
Views
418
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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It's unfair
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7
Views
364
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
Mark121
Sick and tired
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2
Views
291
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Why are people so evil to me?
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7
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574
lovelesslifeless
lovelesslifeless
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It’s… suprisingly difficult to ctb
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5
Views
699
Mebius
Mebius
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Have it way better than other people but still want to ctb
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11
Views
688
etherealspring
etherealspring
seasonedfries
What has prevented your CTB so far?
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46
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2K
LostExit
LostExit
gardenofaphrodite
Discussion Do you think if you had a better upbringing & opportunities, you would still be suicidal?
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40
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2K
etherealspring
etherealspring
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Discussion Anyone here because of a narcissist?
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12
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852
DOHARDTHINGS24
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sserafim
My mom called me a cancer
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87
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4K
Yarani
Yarani
abchia
Chances of phone being searched after a failed attempt?
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10
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579
etherealspring
etherealspring
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Can’t take another life challenge
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15
Views
925
DOHARDTHINGS24
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LivideLamb
Venting Does anyone hate celebrating their birthday ?
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15
Views
823
Gangrel
Gangrel
wasteandvoid
so empty there is nothing left
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0
Views
356
wasteandvoid
wasteandvoid
Kirov
Is death a relief?
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23
Views
993
Praestat_Mori
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awaitinglove
being young and “aware”
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0
Views
324
awaitinglove
awaitinglove
lonesomedrifter
Oxycodon?
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2
Views
344
rotciv
rotciv
Caribbean Sky
Method I am now scared my Method will not work.
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6
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2K
Bapremp
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SomePeacePlease
Method Tramadol Extended Release
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6
Views
912
LunarLight
LunarLight
davidfischer2021@pr
  • Question
Help 210 Pound Man Thinking of CTB through hanging
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2
Views
831
davidfischer2021@pr
davidfischer2021@pr
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Story Well meaning MH provers systematically broke me
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0
Views
477
wren-briar
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waterworks
Discussion What's a "controversial" belief you have? [Let's Discuss]
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76
Views
6K
splendiferous
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infinite14
  • Question
Will I be okay? (Took SN and changed my mind)
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13
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1K
rozeske
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Quickest way to go in case of surviving nuclear war
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23
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1K
vinlander
vinlander
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  • Locked
Suicide help
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3
Views
296
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
Saponification
Venting I am nothing
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2
Views
352
AbusedInnocent
AbusedInnocent
OutOfThisBody
Help Does Getting SN in Ontario Mean You Will Get a Wellfare Check?
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3
Views
358
anxiousguineapig
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2messdup
Eating food laced with 50mg SN
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9
Views
789
anxiousguineapig
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Water-Lily
Sometimes you have too much damage. For the severely traumatized, suicide might be our only option
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19
Views
941
huzzahhue56
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EndJstifiesTheMeans
Honestly.. do you think suicide for a girl is stupid?
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27
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2K
Themogger
Themogger
SomePeacePlease
Resource My CTB playlist
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2
Views
494
SomePeacePlease
SomePeacePlease
R
  • Question
US Sources for antiemetic and other SN related stuff?
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6
Views
524
thatisitguy
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O
How to cope with verbal abuse by parents?
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17
Views
949
huzzahhue56
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C
Help Verification of possible SN source "YT"?
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3
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928
charredlettuce
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E
Ctb partner India
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4
Views
726
toplaygames202212
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Bobert_Beniro
What are you more afraid of: ctb or living to old age without trying?
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23
Views
862
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
gummyshark
Life
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2
Views
421
gummyshark
gummyshark
persuasion
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Banned from reddit for enabling self harm
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20
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2K
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
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