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Suicide Discussion

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purgedXO
Venting Stopped seeing my psychiatrist and now I don't know where to go from here.
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1
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589
savory
S
four_walls_girl
Feeling disconnected
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4
Views
697
TimeFateLove
TimeFateLove
S
Venting ping ponging
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0
Views
289
savory
S
S
People made me crazy, why would I trust them
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0
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321
sorrymyfault
S
J
Any one from coloumbia here
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0
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241
jasmineck
J
W
using industrial grade SN
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12
Views
970
opheliaoveragain
opheliaoveragain
A
Since we appeared from nothingness once, could it happen again?
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17
Views
1K
Darkover
Darkover
iDesireDeath
why didn't i kill myself already?
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11
Views
661
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
Ignorant7879
Venting My biggest enemy is myself
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0
Views
334
Ignorant7879
Ignorant7879
hermestrismesgistus
  • Question
Method [PT-BR] alguma forma de morrer que possa ser dolor, que leve até 4 horas e que NÃO FAÇA BARULHO ?
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3
Views
888
hereornot
hereornot
sonzar
Discussion Least painful method according to YOU?
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26
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1K
Dr Iron Arc
Dr Iron Arc
OldManOfTheLake
Help What guardrails can you put in place in case your estate gets sued after CTB?
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1
Views
398
lionetta12
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cazza82
Confused
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0
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421
cazza82
cazza82
FadingDawn
Wish i could have had talent or skill...
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9
Views
533
permanently tired
permanently tired
A
Story My Thanatophobia finally died down
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3
Views
469
blackbeauty
blackbeauty
saturn1ne
Venting life is so boring
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18
Views
2K
JustSomeWeirdo
JustSomeWeirdo
deadli
Help How to avoid hospitalization for depression?
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4
Views
443
Praestat_Mori
P
a333
Discussion I almost ctb on valium and it was very painless and peaceful
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2
Views
748
newstart2000
newstart2000
HeartThatFeeds
Just ordered my SN
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1
Views
584
JustSomeWeirdo
JustSomeWeirdo
Proxar
Help Planing on doing full suspension but when i swallow the knoot gets under the adams apple
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4
Views
637
dontlook
dontlook
C
Always wish I was a soulless AI
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2
Views
322
CallmeWill4719
C
JustSomeWeirdo
Son of a bitch. AGAIN!?
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3
Views
533
JustSomeWeirdo
JustSomeWeirdo
Decayed
Help Waiting.. is it worth it?
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1
Views
339
iDesireDeath
iDesireDeath
P
Venting Back to the stage of just existing
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0
Views
255
pace_of_the_future
P
C
Done
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12
Views
1K
complex
C
mountainsgirl
Help does Nembutal expiry date?
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3
Views
522
maniac116
maniac116
T
This life is so cruel
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14
Views
830
pariah80
P
iDesireDeath
Venting my fucked up fantasies
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1
Views
642
JustSomeWeirdo
JustSomeWeirdo
John117
Slowly but surely.
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5
Views
454
Felodese
Felodese
C
Venting I wish the tourniquet method was easier to figure out
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1
Views
514
Dusk till dawn
Dusk till dawn
sweetgirl666
help pls
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3
Views
486
Dusk till dawn
Dusk till dawn
ChaiTea
Discussion do you think death has to be justified?
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15
Views
1K
iDesireDeath
iDesireDeath
Unreal.
Getting my SN
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3
Views
983
waistcoat
waistcoat
TimeFateLove
Are gas explosions efective methods?
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4
Views
513
Wonhun
W
Proxar
Help Can i get advice from people about my hang setup or is not allowed?
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13
Views
830
dontlook
dontlook
imsotired35
Is it normal to want to start taking drugs
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14
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1K
ChaiTea
ChaiTea
B
Does anyone remember where we can find here the photo and explanations of an old woman's CTB just using stockings she tied around her neck ?
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9
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931
CantDoIt
C
T
I wish and wish of all these things that couldnt happen
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0
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292
thereisnoone
T
B
Don’t have Meto or Benzos. Hydroxyzine as antiemetic substitute?
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4
Views
597
dontlook
dontlook
CTB Dream
Venting Scum
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0
Views
547
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
JustSomeWeirdo
Why i do what i do.
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3
Views
418
JustSomeWeirdo
JustSomeWeirdo
CTB Dream
Venting Small
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0
Views
286
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
Anonymousa
Venting I don't know why I am so bored and exhausted with life
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1
Views
641
TragedyBornCrimson
TragedyBornCrimson
iamgonnadie
can I ctb using anaesthesia?
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2
Views
374
maniac116
maniac116
nomoredolor
Venting Sometimes it’s okay, other times not so much
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1
Views
343
Sutter
Sutter
E
Venting Autistic Captivity
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10
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1K
E.T
E
JustSomeWeirdo
Just a status update.
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19
Views
924
JustSomeWeirdo
JustSomeWeirdo
petiterat
Still haven't found SN after weeks
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10
Views
2K
been__ready
B
A
Have you noticed that the fantasy of suicide is very different from the reality?
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24
Views
1K
affirmatice
A
cazza82
So confused
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0
Views
240
cazza82
cazza82
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