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Suicide Discussion

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Discussion I'm arranging a "vacation" to switzerland (I've got dignitas membership) to CTB.
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peope_dont_change
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Sunghoon
Why do you want to kill yourself?
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95
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5K
excinephile
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Awesomefoid67
Method would stair bannisters/railing be strong enough for hanging?
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2
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485
Escape Artist
Escape Artist
shadow999
What happens when you die?
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22
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1K
peope_dont_change
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W
What happens if you drink 409 cleaner?
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2
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401
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
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Not good enough, useless, a failure
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6
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508
peope_dont_change
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T
Alcohol Only Overdose?
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10
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546
maniac116
maniac116
Kaya
My SN arrived,planning to ctb in the next weeks
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4
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337
Kaya
Kaya
huntermellow
sn arrived
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11
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770
feelinggloomy
feelinggloomy
Ww42
SN still not here :(
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6
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504
feelinggloomy
feelinggloomy
krsu
Discussion antiemetic discussion
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52
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7K
El_Jefe
El_Jefe
Valhala
A letter from a poet before CTB who deeply loved only one woman
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0
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391
Valhala
Valhala
SomewhereAlongThe
Inert Gas Question
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0
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262
SomewhereAlongThe
SomewhereAlongThe
boywhowasneverloved
Discussion Why is partial hanging so hard to get right?
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1
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379
sevennn
sevennn
RoadBLOCK
Help Mom I'm ugly sorry! Because of Asians I look like trash
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17
Views
957
RoadBLOCK
RoadBLOCK
shibby
Suicide attempt
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5
Views
438
deletedaccount30982
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kanna
can i die from thyroid medications
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13
Views
600
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
CTB Dream
Venting Sad no end
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1
Views
353
Redacted24
R
S
Venting I feel like everyone knows something I don't
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9
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622
pyx
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L
Help Ketamine dose for plastic bag over head suicide - thoughts please
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3
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466
LittleJem
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anopenwound
Story My friend got me pizza
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2
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536
karlyla
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paredler
"Out of people who have experienced a traumatic event, only 10% will develop PTSD"
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3
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358
BornByGhosts
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Tac0Johnz
Discussion Anyone else deleting their devices/trashing their journals/sketchbook before ctb?
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10
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894
schrei_nach_liebe
schrei_nach_liebe
justanotherhuman237
How can I develop an eating disorder
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10
Views
718
Forever Sleep
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Darkover
Venting Being alive is awful
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12
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1K
hopemeetshopeless
hopemeetshopeless
S
How are you working up the courage to CTB?
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27
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2K
Just_Another_Person
Just_Another_Person
nbk4755
G Dep. Store SN
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2
Views
545
nbk4755
nbk4755
nbk4755
Feedback on plan
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2
Views
391
nbk4755
nbk4755
A
Help Please I need advices.
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10
Views
607
annikae
A
futurebuscatcher
Venting My friend worries about me and it digusts me
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4
Views
501
futurebuscatcher
futurebuscatcher
N
Medicated, dont know how to end
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2
Views
315
nextstepdeath
N
milat
  • Question
Venting Anyone here suffering from bipolar disorder
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8
Views
743
futurebuscatcher
futurebuscatcher
CTB Dream
Venting Same wall
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1
Views
331
AbsurdAbyss
AbsurdAbyss
broken_stoic
  • Question
Method My meds + dnm
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0
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436
broken_stoic
broken_stoic
M
I miss my dog
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7
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620
Dai
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feelinggloomy
Anyone from the west coast US
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20
Views
832
Rev346
Rev346
The Disqualified
Venting Sometimes I look at life and see no way out
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1
Views
384
skylight7
S
D
Venting Death without Dignity
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18
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1K
whotookmylexapro
whotookmylexapro
P
What to tell doctor?
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0
Views
285
purplesky9
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NoThoughtTooMany
Venting Got enough juice for your squeeze?
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4
Views
392
Hollowman
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Awesomefoid67
Help How would i order SN without my parents questioning the package?
Replies
1
Views
654
shadow999
shadow999
Saponification
Venting The best time to CTB?
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2
Views
341
Just_Another_Person
Just_Another_Person
R
Help DMC order caught at customs?
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11
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2K
robtboi
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J
Help Great Difficulty Acquiring Meto/Antiemetic in Canada
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7
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1K
abchia
abchia
B
I decided to kms
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31
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2K
opheliaoveragain
opheliaoveragain
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Dmc?
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0
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268
infi41
I
LemonadeArc
Venting I’m not living.
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1
Views
474
Mirrory Me
Mirrory Me
meltskelt
I can't stop thinking about ctb
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2
Views
411
meltskelt
meltskelt
Marissayogirl
how do I cut myself?
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29
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2K
MentalFuneral
MentalFuneral
6
Help How long does it take to lower tolerances?
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2
Views
372
6o66yx
6
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