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Suicide Discussion

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Help I don’t even have the energy to CTB
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26
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962
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
violetviolence
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i will ctb with SN in about an hour, gonna document my experience here
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87
Views
7K
uniqueusername4
uniqueusername4
Kaya
Planning to livestream ctb
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12
Views
807
Kaya
Kaya
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Is SN on its own ok?
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5
Views
405
liminal
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nux_walpurgis
Last night I dreamt of cbt
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0
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331
nux_walpurgis
nux_walpurgis
jujujabebe
Story Wanting to walk the line between life and death. Wanting pity but can't commit to dying.
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6
Views
751
CatLove56
CatLove56
Nightthere
SWB Method
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19
Views
1K
Intoxicated
Intoxicated
clown_17
Time limited, advice needed on sui
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8
Views
747
Sadgirl121
Sadgirl121
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Don’t want to die but need to as living is worse
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1
Views
478
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Hysteria
Discussion Holo GTA and games I should play while alive
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12
Views
565
Sadgirl121
Sadgirl121
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Help me find an effective method
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3
Views
666
Ricci
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IM3DUS4
Story almost ctb, i feel like a child waiting to go to disney land
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1
Views
399
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
pandorasactor
Venting Hopelessness
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1
Views
322
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
lawlietsph
Discussion Does anyone feel like the sunshine makes it worse?
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18
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1K
NoPoint2Life
NoPoint2Life
Chex
Suffering
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0
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324
Chex
Chex
C
Venting I’m tired of everything
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5
Views
390
corruptible_angel
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C
Non prescription drugs for sleep
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13
Views
637
KillingPain267
KillingPain267
banger12
Discussion Suicide as self-justifying
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9
Views
521
banger12
banger12
KuriGohan&Kamehameha
Too sensitive for this world
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5
Views
886
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
Chr0nicAnhedonic
Venting Considering moving up my CTB date
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1
Views
438
Just_Another_Person
Just_Another_Person
themonkeymaan
Venting Having bpd/c-ptsd sucks
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2
Views
588
skylight7
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ladylazarus4
Why don't more people CTB at the Grand Canyon?
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4
Views
503
amnesia999
amnesia999
A
Story So i once again took 7 mg of clonazepam but this time with Alkem for reducing nausea and hopefully help with vomitting
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4
Views
450
Avelyn
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Awesomefoid67
Venting I can't stand the constant self doubt idfk who i am anymore and its driving me insane.
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0
Views
442
Awesomefoid67
Awesomefoid67
Lulu Sun
Help What if I only take SN, will that affect the results? Please someone help me, thank you!
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3
Views
476
Lulu Sun
Lulu Sun
JustAnotherSadMan
Method I'm going to shoot myself in the head
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21
Views
2K
JustAnotherSadMan
JustAnotherSadMan
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Intrusive thoughts about your death?
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6
Views
494
JustAnotherSadMan
JustAnotherSadMan
CatLove56
Thinking about hanging myself
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0
Views
351
CatLove56
CatLove56
sadcausebad
Venting again sorry
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2
Views
367
sadcausebad
sadcausebad
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Venting Fantasizing about after my death
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11
Views
848
vitbar
vitbar
CTB Dream
Venting Need help
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0
Views
268
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
schrei_nach_liebe
I’m going to target mid-October, want a way to be useful to you (SN)
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1
Views
374
Timothy7dff
Timothy7dff
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Help SN Interaction with Milk of Magnesia
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1
Views
338
schrei_nach_liebe
schrei_nach_liebe
S
There's got to be an easier way to CTB
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17
Views
1K
skylight7
S
Ä°nilerim
Is unattainable self-actualization a valid reason to ctb?
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0
Views
364
Ä°nilerim
Ä°nilerim
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Venting Thoughts and anxiety
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1
Views
345
justpathetic
justpathetic
theconductor25
Metoclopramide Protocol
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4
Views
940
theconductor25
theconductor25
kcon1243
Hoping this sn source is legit
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5
Views
823
tiredofliving14
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C
Hanging
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6
Views
634
Worndown
Worndown
Draconian Alone
What The Fuck Do I Do He’s So Mad I’m SO DEAD HELP
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2
Views
424
Draconian Alone
Draconian Alone
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Venting BPD is exhausting.
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2
Views
505
Fangarina
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kingfool316
Method Playing video games til you CTB
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13
Views
1K
kingfool316
kingfool316
turnoverover
what has made you cry recently
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64
Views
3K
moonoverthesea
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shadow999
Venting When will my SN arrive?
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7
Views
622
WildBird
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Story Giving up
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4
Views
582
Davey40210
Davey40210
Degen
Discussion Has anyone ever gotten arrested for possession of sn or just welfare checks
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5
Views
705
schrei_nach_liebe
schrei_nach_liebe
SuperioS
Hanging help
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9
Views
692
Davey40210
Davey40210
Sunghoon
  • Question
Anyone have abusive/neglectful parents?
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6
Views
544
Davey40210
Davey40210
dela
Help Please review my SN protocol (+ benzos and antacid questions)
Replies
7
Views
2K
dela
dela
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Venting “What is success if hope has left you”
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7
Views
627
hoppybunny
hoppybunny
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