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Suicide Discussion

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kamikaze_shark04
What are some reasons to CTB?
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12
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655
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
t0rch
  • Question
Method SN no Benzo? (UK)
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7
Views
878
death_bed221
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my endless blue
courage to do the right thing
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4
Views
406
my endless blue
my endless blue
nomoredolor
Discussion I wish my loved ones understood (but I’m glad they don’t)
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2
Views
465
Lotus
Lotus
Xanabby
Lost my perfect ctb partner
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7
Views
979
Xanabby
Xanabby
Davey36000
Be careful with heroin/fent
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19
Views
2K
endofline2010
endofline2010
D
Discussion Did u parents even confront u about ur depression and suicide ideation ?
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1
Views
315
SoulWhisperer
SoulWhisperer
Salting the wounds
Do you have mental illness and feel guilty about it?
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14
Views
991
mrelief82
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imsotired005
Venting Im so tired
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0
Views
543
imsotired005
imsotired005
zekeyaeger
Venting I will go nuts if I don't CTB asap.
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6
Views
493
astr4
astr4
i love yoshi ^-^
hanging seems like the best choice for me
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14
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1K
TheoPhage
TheoPhage
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What kind of rope will I need to buy if I was to ctb by hanging?
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12
Views
1K
TheoPhage
TheoPhage
ScaredOfMachines
Venting Connecting with others
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1
Views
549
Mirrory Me
Mirrory Me
mellowdependency
What is in your CTB kit?
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18
Views
2K
youpi
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Help I feel like I’ll never be able to kill myself
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18
Views
1K
chickentodie
chickentodie
ItsyBitsyWeetard
quick question about SN
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2
Views
518
ItsyBitsyWeetard
ItsyBitsyWeetard
FakeSmileGuy
I don't even get hungry anymore
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6
Views
508
TheoPhage
TheoPhage
K
Discussion Medical induced coma
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8
Views
5K
Forveleth
F
OneEyedUK
Venting DARKNESS AND THE LIGHT
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6
Views
3K
MatrixPrisoner
MatrixPrisoner
FinalVoid25
Work is the most triggering for my suicidal desire
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8
Views
953
MatrixPrisoner
MatrixPrisoner
Moonlight Roses
I want a CTB Partner
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6
Views
908
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
persecutedzombie99
italy
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1
Views
611
Young
Young
KillingPain267
Venting I have succesfully hit metal 17 times now
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0
Views
346
KillingPain267
KillingPain267
J
Showing compassion online for people who've ctb while being a horrible person and contributing to why people ctb
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2
Views
475
j.rez729
J
Gstreater
Venting Feeling more alone than ever.
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3
Views
404
pleroman
pleroman
C
I just read through some of my and my ex's messages
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3
Views
429
pleroman
pleroman
D
Notes from residential
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7
Views
954
deletedaccount30982
D
C
Discussion Thinking about how to improve my situation gives me way more anxiety than thinking about ctb
Replies
3
Views
664
vitbar
vitbar
CTB Dream
Venting Sfffr
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0
Views
493
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
Torabol
Years long recovery failed, going to the train tracks today
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5
Views
645
Torabol
Torabol
M
Help Methods
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0
Views
705
marypary1234
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Huntfish34
Im.... So, Sorry. -
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44
Views
4K
http-410
http-410
T
Discussion How does it feel to be trapped in an open cage
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1
Views
532
mirage
M
JustHere1
Final Advice needed (ammo for Mossberg 88)
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17
Views
1K
itriedinthislife2
itriedinthislife2
Wanting yet Unable
I just bought a shotgun
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15
Views
1K
itriedinthislife2
itriedinthislife2
yowai
Venting Im so so done
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5
Views
539
requiemforadream
requiemforadream
Contraband
Discussion If you learned reincarnation was real, what would you like to be in your next life? (regardless of CTB)
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91
Views
5K
SleepyWoodlands
SleepyWoodlands
C
Who else is in the horrible position of being generally happy with their life but one thing has just destroyed it?
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16
Views
1K
thereisnoone
T
V
The attitudes of most people towards the suicidal
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7
Views
582
yeahyeahyeahfan
yeahyeahyeahfan
TheHolySword
closest friend here disappeared
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2
Views
636
webb&flow
webb&flow
kamikaze_shark04
Anyone know where I can get SA?
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3
Views
761
kamikaze_shark04
kamikaze_shark04
human909
This World is nothing but lies.
Replies
9
Views
586
TheBroken
TheBroken
sximii
Sometimes I feel like it never happened
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2
Views
434
sximii
sximii
freakypossum
Venting Will get SN after I move.
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1
Views
304
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
NegevChina
Method Does anyone know of a failed Nitrogen and Exit bag attempt?
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2
Views
600
Forveleth
F
W
is hanging better than sn in terms of graphic?
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10
Views
786
webb&flow
webb&flow
S
Method Insulin
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6
Views
1K
tbh2023
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Venting I feel stupid for wanting to die now that my partner left
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3
Views
465
Regen
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JustHere1
Looking for comprehensive info on upcoming gun CTB
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7
Views
2K
itriedinthislife2
itriedinthislife2
Musiclover338
Discussion Testing benzos
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2
Views
745
death_bed221
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