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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
painfree
Venting Wish to ctb is almost painful
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2
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368
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Kadaver
I want to try again
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4
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480
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
m7374838
FAILED
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11
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898
m7374838
m7374838
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Anyone Else Think Suicide Notes Are BS?
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16
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1K
pilotviolin
pilotviolin
redkitsune98
Venting Bruno, nada disso foi culpa sua
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4
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1K
redkitsune98
redkitsune98
StrawberryRed
Does anyone else feel traumatized by their depression???
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6
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668
pilotviolin
pilotviolin
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Does anyone else fantasize about their death?
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14
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714
darkness456
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Wanted Opioid
[Suicide bag] Problem with nitrogen cylinder
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7
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861
We Are Angels
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what do you think is the most 'suicidal' time of year
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30
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1K
SA1994EC
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Who to blame…
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2
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263
LittleJem
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infernal-one
I need help now before I hurt anyone else
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1
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749
LittleJem
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Csmith8827
Does anyone have access to N or a resource?
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3
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407
reyonrays
reyonrays
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Discussion vsed
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9
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1K
waterrrrrrrrrbottel
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Physical illness causing suicidal thoughts (UK)
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31
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2K
helpless_soul96
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lavenderlilylies
Venting I’m what’s wrong with me
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12
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747
lavenderlilylies
lavenderlilylies
prone2fury
Venting I hate being trapped. I can't even have a good death.
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5
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524
whitesumac
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-nobodyknows-
Have any of you lost your fear of death?
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22
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1K
broken_stoic
broken_stoic
theconductor25
Propranolol Question (SN Method)
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2
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516
theconductor25
theconductor25
permanently tired
"If I wanted to I could" then why don't I?
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1
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327
afternoontea
afternoontea
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Has your mental misery manifested in physical form?
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35
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1K
squidsponge
squidsponge
theangelswept
Venting I NEED to ctb tonight
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11
Views
844
SA1994EC
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guineapiglover8503
Venting I might finally get the courage to CTB on November 5th
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6
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1K
lostovertime
lostovertime
SoulWhisperer
Venting *Genuinely* hopeless, no paths
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1
Views
409
-Link-
-Link-
Storm45
Where to Stab to CTB?
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4
Views
554
opheliaoveragain
opheliaoveragain
nails
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(how) does school affect your thoughts about ctb?
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16
Views
1K
SMG08ABUSER
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Alpenglow
Venting I’m sorry
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3
Views
391
opheliaoveragain
opheliaoveragain
AbyssalAlien
What do life mongers not understand about mental health institutes being disguised as a holding for people who do not conform to normalcy?
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16
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1K
AbyssalAlien
AbyssalAlien
KillingPain267
Venting Another day gone: I'm going to sleep now, and again I hope there's no tomorrow
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11
Views
731
KillingPain267
KillingPain267
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how to hang correctly in partial hanging ?
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12
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1K
pandorasactor
pandorasactor
KillingPain267
Method Has anyone here in the EU tried to buy a gun from the DN?
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1
Views
424
maggot
maggot
pithyone
Help Good and (mostly) isolated forests/parks on the East Coast
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0
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307
pithyone
pithyone
FriesLovee
Don’t EVER GO TO MENTAL HEALTH HOSPITAL ( Canada )
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7
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1K
maniac116
maniac116
Lil_Keybordwarrior
Help Cant really sort through my thoughts rn
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3
Views
367
Lil_Keybordwarrior
Lil_Keybordwarrior
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Story Potentially Being Abandoned by Longtime Friends
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4
Views
466
RoadToGehenna
RoadToGehenna
seasons4changing
Discussion Antidepressants and ctb
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1
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378
LapseInTime
LapseInTime
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It’s so funny when normies are afraid of dying
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11
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614
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Selfharmoney
Gonna Ctb today
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13
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1K
Wendigo
Wendigo
retVarii
Cleaning my room before the attempt, I just feel like it.
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3
Views
487
NeoN0va
NeoN0va
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I'm now 100% sure that I want to die because loneliness is too heavy for me and I feel too exhausted both in my body and in my mind. The only way I ha
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1
Views
603
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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  • Question
Help Is 800 mg of Ibuprofen too much?
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2
Views
430
itsstillyou
I
theangelswept
Venting I NEED to ctb tonight
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1
Views
419
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
cohomology
Venting Venting
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8
Views
671
cohomology
cohomology
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not interested in anything but death and dying
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1
Views
370
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
25_
Help tips for partial hanging?
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0
Views
341
25_
25_
midstarscream
You do not need to be depressed to CTB.
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12
Views
849
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
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Help How do I get my friend to stop caring about me?
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2
Views
384
TinyGuy
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Who has sn saved?
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0
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289
fvckfamily
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Farewell, the time has come
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18
Views
986
Goosechan
Goosechan
Praying 4 a Miracle
Do you believe that suicide means going to heaven or hell?
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48
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5K
Praying 4 a Miracle
Praying 4 a Miracle
miyamura_04
Venting I don't remember why I want to die
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7
Views
462
burdenox
burdenox
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