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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
sneedm0der
Are suicide notes supposed to be happy?
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11
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874
outrider567
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meowwww
Venting Why won't I just commit?
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25
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1K
AreWeWinning
AreWeWinning
N
Discussion Spending the savings before suicide? Pros and cons
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14
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2K
xXSufferingXx
X
A
Nitrogen gas exit - how do you position yourself?
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7
Views
903
Athina_99
A
Jisatsu
Venting Ordered my Sn
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2
Views
361
Jisatsu
Jisatsu
etherealspring
random incoherent rant
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2
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529
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
DivineSpark
How tall building should be?
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6
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564
dingokettle3531
dingokettle3531
P
Sleeping tablets and alcohol
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6
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986
TimetoGo!
TimetoGo!
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New here
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9
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619
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
TornReality
Just Joining
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6
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655
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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A new member
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7
Views
597
onlyformyself
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ventingfrustrations
I partial hanged myself to self harm so I could try to mask
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15
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1K
dead dav
dead dav
fallingleaves
I am in unbearable pain and I don't know how to hang on
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13
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679
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
CTB Fella
Psychiatrist AND psychologist fucked with me today, seriously contemplating plunging myself in the lungs.
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7
Views
788
CTB Fella
CTB Fella
HopefulSleep
Discussion Thoughts on suffocation by vomit by overdosing on drugs that are very sedative but cause vomiting but restricting your mouth so you suffocate on it?
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14
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1K
Carrot
Carrot
ringo99
Venting Chronically underpaid introvert's nightmare
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10
Views
980
sanction
sanction
O
  • Question
Cant access messages and profile
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5
Views
416
Anonymousa
Anonymousa
blackIronPrison
Venting poverty and suicide
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6
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1K
lilurki
lilurki
Sweetsinking
Suicide as a form of fulfilling control?
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4
Views
442
spectraltease
spectraltease
RexieCrys
Lithuim od
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3
Views
409
venerated-vader
venerated-vader
redtrafficlight
video link to my exit bag and N2 set up
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0
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298
redtrafficlight
redtrafficlight
Darkover
Venting It should be a crime to bring anything alive here, is sexual gratification worth a lifetime of suffering
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15
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1K
sanction
sanction
BoredNTired
  • Question
Help Emergency questions for CTB in a couple hours
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3
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2K
restlesseyes
restlesseyes
true-ending
Venting I really feel like god is punishing me
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5
Views
565
LimpandNumb
LimpandNumb
S
Help Is it possible to cut the radial artery without cutting tendons in the wrist?
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25
Views
4K
rowdyhamster
R
D
Venting A short vent about my impending doom
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0
Views
381
defrauder9000
D
D
Need help overcoming fear
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12
Views
677
needinghelp
N
O
Fent
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2
Views
481
Jisatsu
Jisatsu
TornReality
Abbreviations ...
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4
Views
590
lysolwipes
lysolwipes
Lazy
Discussion How to make the job of first responders easier?
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1
Views
644
missanthrope
missanthrope
de_cache
Is there a way to minimize the impact on my family? I want to die, but want to make things easier on my family.
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2
Views
658
WhiteRabbit
WhiteRabbit
lilurki
Venting Excited to end it all but the apathy is impossible to live with until then
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5
Views
903
lilurki
lilurki
Pryras
How does someone who’s suicidal get through the symptoms of SSRIs??
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8
Views
850
venerated-vader
venerated-vader
X
Venting in my friend group, i was always the promising kid... never thought i would turn suicidal
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11
Views
909
Michi_Violeta
Michi_Violeta
ForeverCaHa
Venting Venting 19/03
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0
Views
450
ForeverCaHa
ForeverCaHa
sulk
Help Which body part is the least painful to break
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4
Views
435
CatLvr
C
B
CO analyzer that can reach 10000 ppm or more
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3
Views
413
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
sla_porra22
Venting I want to give up on everything, but I have no method at my disposal.
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5
Views
891
Halfhourdays
Halfhourdays
T
CTB. Help with belt hanging. Happening today and need advice
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4
Views
972
deadbidaylight
deadbidaylight
letdown
quetiapine is the only thing i can get for nausea, but i’m terrified i will gain weight
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7
Views
698
GlassAlwaysEmpty
GlassAlwaysEmpty
Chili
Venting I have no idea
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3
Views
282
Dr. Finklestein
Dr. Finklestein
H
Should I just reorder the SN at this point?
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6
Views
794
HereUntilApril
H
X
im in contact with a retired doctor who is giving me information on what medicine to use
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24
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2K
xXSufferingXx
X
HealNForget
Lethality of antipsychotics + blood pressure medication combo?
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4
Views
508
HealNForget
HealNForget
LonelyKitten
Story Sweet dreams, everybody.
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37
Views
14K
lilurki
lilurki
livingonlytodie
I’m 100% at peace with my decision.
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13
Views
1K
Illegal Preclear
Illegal Preclear
M
SN source in the UK
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0
Views
410
moonstroll
M
22yearsbroken
Venting Doctors dont care
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7
Views
1K
WhiteRabbit
WhiteRabbit
Thomas Rekowicz
Story I have my SN
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2
Views
531
Thomas Rekowicz
Thomas Rekowicz
F
Discussion How much effort are you willing to put in to CTB?
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33
Views
3K
NonEssential
NonEssential
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