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Suicide Discussion

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J
Showing compassion online for people who've ctb while being a horrible person and contributing to why people ctb
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2
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444
j.rez729
J
Gstreater
Venting Feeling more alone than ever.
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3
Views
368
pleroman
pleroman
C
I just read through some of my and my ex's messages
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3
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400
pleroman
pleroman
D
Notes from residential
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7
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919
deletedaccount30982
D
C
Discussion Thinking about how to improve my situation gives me way more anxiety than thinking about ctb
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3
Views
592
vitbar
vitbar
CTB Dream
Venting Sfffr
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0
Views
442
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
Torabol
Years long recovery failed, going to the train tracks today
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5
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607
Torabol
Torabol
M
Help Methods
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0
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669
marypary1234
M
Huntfish34
Im.... So, Sorry. -
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44
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4K
http-410
http-410
T
Discussion How does it feel to be trapped in an open cage
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1
Views
470
mirage
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JustHere1
Final Advice needed (ammo for Mossberg 88)
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17
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1K
itriedinthislife2
itriedinthislife2
Wanting yet Unable
I just bought a shotgun
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15
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1K
itriedinthislife2
itriedinthislife2
yowai
Venting Im so so done
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5
Views
512
requiemforadream
requiemforadream
Contraband
Discussion If you learned reincarnation was real, what would you like to be in your next life? (regardless of CTB)
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91
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5K
SleepyWoodlands
SleepyWoodlands
C
Who else is in the horrible position of being generally happy with their life but one thing has just destroyed it?
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16
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1K
thereisnoone
T
V
The attitudes of most people towards the suicidal
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7
Views
528
yeahyeahyeahfan
yeahyeahyeahfan
TheHolySword
closest friend here disappeared
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2
Views
582
webb&flow
webb&flow
kamikaze_shark04
Anyone know where I can get SA?
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3
Views
699
kamikaze_shark04
kamikaze_shark04
human909
This World is nothing but lies.
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9
Views
555
TheBroken
TheBroken
sximii
Sometimes I feel like it never happened
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2
Views
409
sximii
sximii
freakypossum
Venting Will get SN after I move.
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1
Views
284
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
NegevChina
Method Does anyone know of a failed Nitrogen and Exit bag attempt?
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2
Views
544
Forveleth
F
W
is hanging better than sn in terms of graphic?
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10
Views
752
webb&flow
webb&flow
S
Method Insulin
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6
Views
889
tbh2023
T
W
Venting I feel stupid for wanting to die now that my partner left
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3
Views
427
Regen
R
JustHere1
Looking for comprehensive info on upcoming gun CTB
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7
Views
2K
itriedinthislife2
itriedinthislife2
M
Discussion Testing benzos
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2
Views
684
death_bed221
D
Loser1989
Usually they recommend CBT over the phone
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8
Views
1K
Loser1989
Loser1989
M
I hope to die in an instant accident before my CBT date.
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5
Views
406
death_bed221
D
L
What's happened to this site???
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4
Views
940
withouthope
W
M
Anyone wanna speak?
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14
Views
1K
mirage
M
0kcomputer
  • Question
Venting I dont know if this is the right place to put this but have i just been faking all this time?
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1
Views
396
atrophy
atrophy
T
Suicide by contract killer
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11
Views
1K
ThisIsMe1357
T
N
It is insane that the human mind can be such a torture chamber
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0
Views
301
noname223
N
S
Story Goodbye everyone, Goodbye SaSu
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4
Views
2K
maniac116
maniac116
atrophy
Venting Depression and SH relapse
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0
Views
292
atrophy
atrophy
JustHere1
  • Question
Gun megathread inactivity?
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15
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1K
zengiraffe
zengiraffe
P
If something is not wrong why do i constantly think of suicide ?
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3
Views
369
atrophy
atrophy
Reflection
Venting She didn't have to do me like this
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0
Views
267
Reflection
Reflection
Darkover
I want a refund of this game. "Life"
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27
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2K
hop33xit
hop33xit
E
Venting The suicidal pronatalist
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18
Views
1K
ForgottenAgain
ForgottenAgain
D
I asked my ai companion if I should CTB
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3
Views
726
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
F
About crying
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7
Views
496
atrophy
atrophy
LastLoveSong
.
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1
Views
327
Crow_88
Crow_88
SadjDuck
  • Question
Resource Philippines reliable SN Source
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5
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1K
egg_an
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VigilanteWithViolin
idk how to explain my thoughts
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0
Views
252
VigilanteWithViolin
VigilanteWithViolin
H
Update on N
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5
Views
859
howunfortunateforme
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Too_Many_Years
Does setting a date make it easier or harder?
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11
Views
990
egg_an
E
Loser1989
I can feel it getting closer, I hate myself with such conviction.
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0
Views
237
Loser1989
Loser1989
3
Venting My life has no meaning to me outside of relationships
Replies
6
Views
699
3xplo
3
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