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Suicide Discussion

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L'absent
Discussion Is it my illusion that is true?
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4
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515
L'absent
L'absent
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Gunshot to the heart with a 9 mm gun, with normal bullets, not hollow points. Would it be enough to kill me?
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9
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1K
iwantitalltoend
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DMC SN delivery time in europe?
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3
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838
AleTurk
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BoredNTired
Help Dmc delivery time
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13
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2K
AleTurk
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zezo
Help Are there any ways to just stop eating?
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4
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482
Jisatsu
Jisatsu
R
Drugs?
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4
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545
CherryGirl675
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ShatteredShards
  • Question
Discussion Do you ever feel like a leech?
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7
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438
ShatteredShards
ShatteredShards
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Anyone else prepared for a torturous end?
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6
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647
Peter Skellern
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ambivalent_thespian
i might give up recovery
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3
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443
Forever Sleep
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L
Drinking SN in stages
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0
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415
losing hope
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P
Brits?
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0
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263
Peter Skellern
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Bcfgjk1
I'm suffering from the worst fucking heartbreak of my life right now.
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1
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335
MyTimeIsUp
M
yellowsouled
Discussion What's your current method of choice?
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56
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5K
Peter Skellern
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Jisatsu
Just got out of the Psych Ward for the 4th time and I want to die even more
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8
Views
652
J&L383
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E
I’m terminal and I want a peaceful passing
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9
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911
J&L383
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toxicjester
I’m considering running away and ctbing tonight
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4
Views
776
toxicjester
toxicjester
divinemistress87
Ptsd making me want to die
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9
Views
565
Tig
Tig
happynuclearwinter
Venting
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4
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662
happynuclearwinter
happynuclearwinter
bleepbloopbleep
Can I take SN with my housemate in the apartment?
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4
Views
750
ThatStateOfMind
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Awesomefoid67
Venting I'm an awful person and i deserve to die but im so bad i can't even bring myself to do that when it'd be better for everyone else
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2
Views
819
pretzelsandballoons
pretzelsandballoons
I
  • Question
SN from outside the country - detection?
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0
Views
533
ignorableaurochs
I
StrawberryRed
A Real Pain Movie
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0
Views
381
StrawberryRed
StrawberryRed
AFinalJourney
Discussion Do you think anyone will ever find out that you’ve used this site?
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47
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3K
webb&flow
webb&flow
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Method Ketamine plus alcohol overdose?
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3
Views
732
Salting the wounds
Salting the wounds
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GP record
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6
Views
897
ignorableaurochs
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E
Anti-anxiety w/ sn help
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7
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875
comfortinbooks
comfortinbooks
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Sometimes I wish a war would break out
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13
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792
ThatStateOfMind
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noatacanti2020
Venting Honestly My life is over and I am tired of trying
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0
Views
287
noatacanti2020
noatacanti2020
sobsob
CTB logistics -- police, notes, notification, etc
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1
Views
484
DeadManLiving
DeadManLiving
requiemforadream
I can't go before I don't tell my son the truth
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5
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1K
webb&flow
webb&flow
S
Is there anything you can ingest besides for SN for ctb?
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4
Views
524
skylar160
S
CTB Dream
Venting Past
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3
Views
472
CatLvr
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T
Suicide by cancer (UK)
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7
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554
maniac116
maniac116
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How to get through SI?
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3
Views
336
human909
human909
C
Eight more hours
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12
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752
SA1994EC
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U
Anyone never had romantic/sexual relationships and is okay with it, but being abnormal makes you wanna die?
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9
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588
Gone soon
Gone soon
trashalready
2 years since my last post here. Shit has happened since (I think) and I just have one question.
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3
Views
996
human909
human909
S
Venting Vent art
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7
Views
421
Saki
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BlueberrySylv
Discussion anyone that still lives with their parents
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32
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2K
ChaiTea
ChaiTea
Defenestration
Hello, does the saturation drop a lot of when taking SN?
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1
Views
330
deletedaccount30982
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Young
Method Can carotid sinus massage work?
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3
Views
615
Young
Young
4
Venting I’m genuinely freaking out
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4
Views
596
Depressive_Thoughts
Depressive_Thoughts
SomewhatLoved
Venting Shotgun CTB seems beautiful, in some strange way
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13
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2K
slinkey10
slinkey10
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BP meds
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0
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266
Peter Skellern
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sulk
Help Where can I ctb
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2
Views
502
sulk
sulk
C
  • Question
How do you know your anchor point is strong enough?
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1
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313
cait_sith
cait_sith
Defenestration
are there people who would have liked to continue living but who are "forced" to do ctb because they are in a big impasse
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17
Views
698
Valhala
Valhala
CTB_random
More natural ctb methods
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16
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1K
theshund
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Afterlife
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12
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546
Sn00t
Sn00t
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Anti emetic and preservation benzo
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0
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283
WeDontKnowTheFuture
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