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Suicide Discussion

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lwovely
Venting I’m nervous to CTB
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4
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702
colour
colour
waistcoat
Venting 50% chance of dying tonight (literally)
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17
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1K
Afterglow
Afterglow
ForgiveMeFriends
Discussion Anyone feel euphoric at the idea of being so close to cbt'ing?
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19
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1K
HenryHenriksen_6E
HenryHenriksen_6E
MasonMadeThings
What factors did you take into account when choosing your method?
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47
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3K
derekWest
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R
How to get SN and other drugs in USA
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14
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1K
readytogonow!
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A
Help Scared of the accessibility of SN
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0
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304
abcdefghijk
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Anon_Guy
They don't warn you about the delay when you choose the SN method
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4
Views
781
grapevoid
grapevoid
_Minsk
anyone elses life beyond repair?
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11
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969
ventingfrustrations
ventingfrustrations
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Nitazenes
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11
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1K
Peter Skellern
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T
Venting I'm in class right now fuck these cunts
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12
Views
556
Jadeith
J
Placo
Discussion Ways to Die Well
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4
Views
596
Placo
Placo
Dizzy_
  • Locked
Help Kill This Parasite
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16
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1K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
tpboy
Anyone see the news on Gene Hackman and his wife?
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8
Views
606
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
V
Venting Should I tell him I'm suicidal?
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5
Views
836
marronfoncé
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deadbidaylight
Discussion Celebrity suicides and grief
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20
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2K
Life Is My Coffin
Life Is My Coffin
Reflection
Venting Running out of ways to cope
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0
Views
302
Reflection
Reflection
R
Traveling for N?
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2
Views
454
cpampaspt
C
depressed_kitten97
Venting I don’t know how much longer I can do this
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3
Views
692
Shadows From Hell
Shadows From Hell
BringMeToLife
Making subconscious decisions to make ctb easier
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0
Views
262
BringMeToLife
BringMeToLife
T
Venting I cant trust myself to get anything right
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0
Views
446
TutMirLeid
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B
Venting Sleep.
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1
Views
510
Voidhollow
Voidhollow
DivineSpark
What drives people to SH?
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10
Views
491
Lxions
Lxions
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Venting Why am I so sensitive?
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1
Views
576
Lost in a Dream
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Hecubaa
Worst rant ever
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0
Views
280
Hecubaa
Hecubaa
D
Is sn really so efficient ?
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16
Views
2K
DOHARDTHINGS24
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CTB Dream
Venting pain
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2
Views
603
Praestat_Mori
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melancholymoonjuice
Help What does mania feel like?
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7
Views
919
happier than ever
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_void
Story Despite all the hurt I've caused I still want to go...
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4
Views
747
_void
_void
Alexsei
DMC delivery timeframe
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6
Views
1K
grapevoid
grapevoid
g0ne1nthew1nd
Venting Need to lose 20lbs in 2 weeks
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10
Views
951
theolivanderroach
theolivanderroach
G
Want to die, worried about impact on my children
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79
Views
6K
bhaloo
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notmyusername
Discussion A rant and update, I suppose. Happy MAR10 day by the way...
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0
Views
506
notmyusername
notmyusername
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Has anyone bought 200g of SN?
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5
Views
390
cooked825
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brainwormz
Venting I'm an outcast
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0
Views
367
brainwormz
brainwormz
LunarEc
  • Poll
Discussion Question to people who'll CTB soon
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17
Views
1K
heliumcpap
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LigottiSchopenhauer
I'm back here and I'm suicidal again
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8
Views
801
LigottiSchopenhauer
LigottiSchopenhauer
O
Venting My breakup destroyed me
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15
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1K
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2
P
I am probably unemployable now
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6
Views
845
needthebus
needthebus
longlifetolive
Is anyone exited to ctb?
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24
Views
729
grapevoid
grapevoid
DexterMorgan
Help Best rope possible? (Partial)
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2
Views
393
longlifetolive
longlifetolive
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Method are these meds good to ctb
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4
Views
546
Kbeau
K
W
Final SN question
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6
Views
1K
Saponification
Saponification
H
How to ctb in your sleep, inert gas with benzos, for those with minimal technical skills
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1
Views
488
Jadeith
J
Anonymousa
Venting It feels worse that I am back to being in less denial about wanting a relationship
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16
Views
1K
Anonymousa
Anonymousa
CravingPeace
Discussion What is stopping you from CTB today?
Replies
64
Views
4K
IsThisEverything
IsThisEverything
Pulling a Sangwoo
What was the most traumatic event in your life?
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31
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2K
vagabond_concerto
vagabond_concerto
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I fucking hate myself
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5
Views
359
Terribledays
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citruslynx
Venting I'm borderline invisible.
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8
Views
865
graysme
graysme
2
Venting nobody really understands
Replies
8
Views
970
relapse
relapse
CravingPeace
Discussion Do I ever want to get better?
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5
Views
566
CravingPeace
CravingPeace
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