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Suicide Discussion

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How many suicide attempts are a cry for help without the primary reason to die?
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21
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2K
Pale_Rider
Pale_Rider
J
Sodium Nitrite + Nitrogen Hypoxia
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1
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338
NellyGoes
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Shockie
I don't what to do, with my current situation. And I'm thinking more and more about CTB.
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2
Views
663
TBONTB
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N
My personal relation to a "preventive suicide"
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5
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818
popping_candy
popping_candy
Luke27
Dignitas membership
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1
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547
popping_candy
popping_candy
fkyou
Discussion I think the curse will follow my family for how much they made me delay ctb date
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1
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315
2muchpain2
2muchpain2
S
Method would this be enough to kill me?
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3
Views
698
Sildytuvas
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LackOfDetermination
Venting I feel bittersweet about people caring about me
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2
Views
560
nuva
nuva
plzoffme
20 Days Left Till Euthanasia
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23
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2K
NellyGoes
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yourdemolitionlover
Venting Running out of treatment for treatment resistant depression
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3
Views
573
TBONTB
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shironeko
Venting How should I prepare SN if I wanted to die outside?
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1
Views
476
WonderWhatsOutThere
W
O
MAN commits suicide by driving his car off a cliff at the Grand Canyon
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4
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563
darksouls
darksouls
Kali_Yuga13
My 2 cents on Ambien addict
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62
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4K
idiotmother
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B
SN Test
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6
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856
idiotmother
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TAW122
Discussion The difference of forced recovery versus actual (real) recovery
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4
Views
957
TAW122
TAW122
cantthinkofusername
propanolol
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7
Views
454
Forveleth
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Vesiira
Venting birthdays
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10
Views
911
Vesiira
Vesiira
sobsob
Venting somebody talk to me lets make ts happen💪
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0
Views
491
sobsob
sobsob
MyShadow
Discussion Facing the Inevitability of My CTB
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0
Views
499
MyShadow
MyShadow
ForeverCaHa
SN Method Queries
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12
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3K
EternalShore
EternalShore
kunikuzushi
Discussion I feel exposed after sharing my ctb plans
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9
Views
825
Xiaojiu
Xiaojiu
Unrequitedlife
SN almost here
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6
Views
547
Unrequitedlife
Unrequitedlife
renold
How to find SN or N or anything current links or con
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0
Views
279
renold
renold
cinnamonsticks
I think this is it
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7
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1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Zeir Anpin 729
had to untie myself from my noose because i wasnt passing out
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0
Views
249
Zeir Anpin 729
Zeir Anpin 729
shiba
Venting Stalling
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6
Views
595
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
littleearthquakes
Truly realizing all I do is hurt people
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3
Views
541
TBONTB
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fallingbehind
Venting I have nothing
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2
Views
373
Hollowman
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Venting ''Why am I here talking to you (...) when I know you'll just die anyway some day?''
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4
Views
891
shironeko
shironeko
I
New method ideas
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6
Views
961
Iaminimmensepain_1
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fkyou
Discussion I feel so weird
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1
Views
375
paranoidpeasant
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lavenderlilylies
Venting I’m so sick of thinking about myself
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3
Views
739
lavenderlilylies
lavenderlilylies
sevennn
i can buy sn again
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0
Views
236
sevennn
sevennn
usernotfoundever
  • Question
Is antiemetics and SN enough ?
Replies
8
Views
644
Zardoz
Zardoz
sevennn
Venting i just want to die peacefully in my bed
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7
Views
2K
sevennn
sevennn
snooperdooper
The meaning of life isn't to fulfill your desires but to create ones.
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16
Views
1K
Crescendo
Crescendo
MiMif
A small part of me hopes for something after death
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5
Views
395
badatparties
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EternalHunger
Help How does LS affect my specific case?
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0
Views
499
EternalHunger
EternalHunger
fkyou
Discussion I'm so sick of these manipulations..why does my decision to ctb has to be a flaw from mental illness
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4
Views
383
fkyou
fkyou
I
  • Question
Help SN and As₂O₃ can both be used together?
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0
Views
237
Itisalivinghell
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D
  • Question
Help Is this a good SN protocol?
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3
Views
946
Itisalivinghell
I
A
Seeing things differently now
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4
Views
465
breathingblues
breathingblues
kcon1243
  • Poll
Poll for people who have done a GeneSight test
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3
Views
348
User111885
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starboy2k
there’s nothing to love
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2
Views
432
Pale_Rider
Pale_Rider
E
Nembutal Venezuela
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9
Views
1K
boredout
B
waistcoat
Venting stood on a roof today,
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2
Views
465
Pale_Rider
Pale_Rider
A
Help Anchor point question
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5
Views
503
Blahaj
Blahaj
Miscreated
Can't go from passive to active suicidal ideation
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10
Views
950
TheEmptyVoid
TheEmptyVoid
Lady_V
Venting Trying to cope with the fact my ex coerced me into sex.
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27
Views
2K
Worndown
Worndown
K
Sick of existing.
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4
Views
693
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