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Suicide Discussion

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happysunnydayy
Discussion For those horribly abused by parents since childhood into adulthood, how are you holding up now?
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25
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1K
Ligottian
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FeatheredCrab
Venting If it was not for food, I'd kill myself.
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5
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829
bankai
bankai
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Help Taping a plastic over head
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9
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946
plastic
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rainbowunicorn
Nothing good is gonna come from staying alive.
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7
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936
Pale_Rider
Pale_Rider
xhelx
I randomly got meto
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6
Views
779
Romanticize
Romanticize
O
SN Puke
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5
Views
869
Romanticize
Romanticize
Jisatsu
Discussion What was your sign that made you want to ctb?
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4
Views
331
bankai
bankai
FireFox
I wish I was selfish and incapable of feeling love, I would be happier
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4
Views
451
yxmux
yxmux
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Do you know if N is still obtainable these days?
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4
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882
DeadManLiving
DeadManLiving
S
Using Argon to CTB
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6
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1K
DeadManLiving
DeadManLiving
Nightglimmer
Amphetamines + molly
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2
Views
315
Daxter777
Daxter777
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Any tips on using one's car (carbon monoxide) to CTB?
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10
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2K
DeadManLiving
DeadManLiving
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Will small air gaps in the trunk of a vehicle allow carbon monoxide to escape?
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10
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1K
NegevChina
NegevChina
DivineSpark
To be honest. I dont want to feel like this.
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2
Views
281
Pale_Rider
Pale_Rider
supremacyofdeath
Method Carbon monoxide poisoning inside vehicle
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3
Views
842
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
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Experience sourcing Fentanyl online?
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9
Views
953
hiitsme
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Question SN
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1
Views
443
tung tung sahur
tung tung sahur
G
SN unaccessible in the US?
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0
Views
436
ghost5555
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jifscrater
Venting venting about my life before i go
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2
Views
597
FadingSnowFake
FadingSnowFake
jifscrater
NSFW Ask me anything: My last moments
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14
Views
2K
jifscrater
jifscrater
Eudaimonic
Discussion How long can someone survive for if they follow SN protocol?
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11
Views
914
ToTheNeverland
ToTheNeverland
X
any tricks to avoid puking after ingesting SN? i have a few, here's mine...
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1
Views
508
ToTheNeverland
ToTheNeverland
C
Discussion Why do people SH?
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17
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2K
onmywaytothebusstop
onmywaytothebusstop
black money boys
Help finding the sweet spot by night night method
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8
Views
993
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
ChaiTea
  • Question
Realistically, what are the chances
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6
Views
2K
JesiBel
JesiBel
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Method Access to a lot of meds
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2
Views
451
NearlyIrrelevantCake
NearlyIrrelevantCake
StupidCat
Venting One reason for non existence
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2
Views
516
Griever
Griever
S
Venting Lowkey how do you use a gun
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5
Views
743
Forveleth
F
Griever
Venting This is how I cope
Replies
2
Views
588
Griever
Griever
merryberry
Venting Spiraling (TW)
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12
Views
1K
Griever
Griever
I
Friends convinced me to live
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4
Views
472
SVEN
SVEN
R
Tried to OD on sleeping pills
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10
Views
889
rowcrumble22
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Daydreaming to be saved
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3
Views
350
Forever Sleep
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mymarbles
venla
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0
Views
236
mymarbles
mymarbles
mymarbles
overdose
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0
Views
162
mymarbles
mymarbles
T
  • Question
Discussion Depressed and desperate mother
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23
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1K
diopdawe
diopdawe
P
  • Question
how do i make this site more accessible for myself
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8
Views
864
AllWentWrong
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Discussion Is olanzapine a reliable method?
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13
Views
1K
penguinl0v3s
penguinl0v3s
themisfell
depressed and empty
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3
Views
369
Praestat_Mori
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MrsevenTseven
I just don't have anyone else to say goodbye to. I could really use some support. I'm not afraid anymore. Things have been so bad for so long.
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18
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3K
J&L383
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Venting Both of my parents are going to die alone.
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2
Views
627
littleraccoon3
littleraccoon3
X
i just woke up from a dream/nightmare that i was out scouting restaurants for SN... i obtained some SN and felt like a criminal
Replies
1
Views
316
WhiteRabbit
WhiteRabbit
I
Quick questions about helium
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8
Views
964
DeathSkullDude1
DeathSkullDude1
meowtistic
  • Question
Method Hydrocodone
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2
Views
486
whaleandwasp
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E
How to find drunk drivers?
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8
Views
850
wham311
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Venting I’m so tired of life
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3
Views
649
SchizoPolyGymnast
SchizoPolyGymnast
I
All hope lost
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5
Views
512
Worndown
Worndown
Spectre
Way to bypass Canadian MAid Restrictions
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5
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1K
lachrymost
lachrymost
Crematoryy
Venting Everyone here can leave you
Replies
1
Views
263
LastNite
LastNite
Jisatsu
Story Why Im on here / My story
Replies
7
Views
1K
Jisatsu
Jisatsu
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