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Suicide Discussion

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HumanoidMonster
Story The story of my past, desperate, attempts
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2
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948
HumanoidMonster
HumanoidMonster
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SN source
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4
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1K
gothbird
gothbird
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Discussion will constantly attempting eliminate survival instinct eventually
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9
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617
Romanticize
Romanticize
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Miracle soon or CTB
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5
Views
538
bhaloo
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gothbird
Resource Resources for Delivering a Note
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3
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1K
gothbird
gothbird
Busridin'26
Help Has anyone here applied for M.A.I.D?
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12
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1K
AllWentWrong
A
Fadeaway_bankz
Venting LIFE IS RIGGED!!!
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1
Views
217
not-2-b-the-answer
not-2-b-the-answer
A
Jump Locations
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2
Views
399
wham311
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misanthropemurder
Venting no one is coming to save me
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12
Views
909
Dqope
Dqope
DeepDespair101
How to Access Dark Net Markets For CTB Resources
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349
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135K
karakoltriste
karakoltriste
SleepyTransit
I feel trapped
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2
Views
232
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Venting Need advice
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2
Views
431
Buh-bye!
B
A
Pickpocketed
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0
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232
average-joe4
A
sardonic laugh
Important question about SN
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4
Views
458
Alexandra_
Alexandra_
TheLastGreySky
Losing parental rights of my kids
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7
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837
TBONTB
T
U
Does anyone want to talk or offer me some support in hard times?
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4
Views
283
qualityOV3Rquantity
qualityOV3Rquantity
A
Help Why can't you eat anything after ingesting SN?
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8
Views
648
Alexandra_
Alexandra_
HumanoidMonster
  • Locked
Help Making noise while SN takes effect?
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30
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2K
Dante_
Dante_
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Discussion What is your philosophy when talking about suicide?
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15
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1K
idiotmother
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I don't want to ever have a job and it makes me wanna die cause I have no plans for the future
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1
Views
226
Unbearable Mr. Bear
Unbearable Mr. Bear
Dino_flower
Venting Life is harder to leave when you have someone to lose.
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1
Views
433
Apathy79
Apathy79
Alexandra_
Today I ordered my SN, hurray!
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29
Views
3K
Alexandra_
Alexandra_
prettyclam
Why do POC not care about abuse or mental health
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19
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2K
Dino_flower
Dino_flower
realismangel
Venting Seeing loved ones before CTB
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1
Views
491
25dRvS9Ka
25dRvS9Ka
16thsatirist
Venting at what point did your friends start leaving you out?
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7
Views
645
Britney Spears
Britney Spears
T
  • Question
Thinking through some details
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0
Views
433
TBONTB
T
HumanoidMonster
Venting You can cut the tension with a knife.
Replies
9
Views
876
HumanoidMonster
HumanoidMonster
xomoon
Venting Back in the ED yet again
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0
Views
350
xomoon
xomoon
Greyhawk
Personality disorders and suicide
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19
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1K
Greyhawk
Greyhawk
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Anyone wants to die because of loneliness but would want to live if helped and daily comfort ?
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35
Views
2K
painfully
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cicada6865
Method Will CTB once SN clears customs!
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9
Views
1K
darksouls
darksouls
Darkover
Venting Enslaved in hell
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3
Views
692
Ligottian
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holyhorse
Venting too broke to get SN and other stuff
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23
Views
2K
Haibane-renmei-reki
Haibane-renmei-reki
DaisiesRegrets
Venting "you have so much left to live for"
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15
Views
1K
Ligottian
L
usernamesarehard
Discussion Does ctb give anyone else purpose
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0
Views
446
usernamesarehard
usernamesarehard
TheVanishingPoint
  • Poll
Method If you had access only to these methods — among the most accessible and concrete in reality — which one would you choose for yourself?
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21
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1K
knickknack81
K
itssoover21
Discussion How does one get over the grief
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5
Views
578
itssoover21
itssoover21
C
Verapamil sustained release vs immediate release ?
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0
Views
298
celtistan
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Venting Why is it so hard for people to accept that some people were meant to live a bad life?
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7
Views
728
bankai
bankai
A
This month must be the end.
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4
Views
344
bankai
bankai
H
Is it supposed to get better?
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1
Views
397
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
PerfectNothing.
Venting Having suicidal thoughts but family keeps judging
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6
Views
416
@araxy
@araxy
snooperdooper
I can't help but justify this suffering with Hell
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0
Views
347
snooperdooper
snooperdooper
T
Venting My childhood hometown got bombed
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12
Views
974
textmewhenyourehome
T
Unrecognizable7
Help A couple of questions
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2
Views
480
SchizoPolyGymnast
SchizoPolyGymnast
Fadeaway_bankz
Venting Having children is very stupid, selfish, pointless, unfair, illogical, unethical, and unreasonable!
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50
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4K
damienlerone03
damienlerone03
M
Help How do I get through the last stretch?
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9
Views
841
Mayfly
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DrinkingInHell
Venting I can’t remember when I last felt joy.
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3
Views
424
_Gollum_
_Gollum_
cciro
Venting brain optimism sucks.
Replies
1
Views
322
zixd
Z
A
Venting Not traumatized enough to have thoughts of ctb
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4
Views
543
LamisAgha
LamisAgha
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