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Suicide Discussion

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burninghill
I can’t force myself over the edge
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12
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1K
happy2die
happy2die
liquid jen
Venting I'm trying, but it only ever gets worse
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3
Views
771
tearsofanangel
tearsofanangel
Claymore7274
Help The closet fell on me while doing partial
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12
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895
Claymore7274
Claymore7274
BougainvilleaBlooms
Discussion I have access to the gun method but it's risky to back out.
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6
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754
DeathSweetDeath
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U
Are there any sources for local to NYC groups that have guides to self deliverance
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0
Views
327
urgent
U
Eden.temp
I hate r/SuicideWatch
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26
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1K
urgent
U
ozenn
Help method
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2
Views
558
Ruru-san
Ruru-san
thelittleprincess
Venting feel like everything is slipping through my fingers
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3
Views
660
whosready4tmrw
whosready4tmrw
katara
I think I’m the biggest loser on here
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18
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1K
Yakui
Yakui
fkyou
Discussion I need to stop the terrible thoughts
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6
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418
WrathfulGloom32
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yashimon
I just wanna lucid dream forever
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3
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566
RestlessTaiga
RestlessTaiga
Siamese Believe
Why is suicide viewed as irrational?
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9
Views
868
Jisatsu
Jisatsu
Nervous young man
Venting Does it ever get better?
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5
Views
711
Seneca65AD
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F
Method Full hanging
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2
Views
590
Forveleth
F
madeincruddy
Venting I hate that my illness can always come back
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2
Views
466
madeincruddy
madeincruddy
Terrible_Life
To those who managed to overcome si and had an attempt
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25
Views
2K
Terrible_Life
Terrible_Life
ilovepsyschonaut4
Help Relapsing (Self Harm)
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5
Views
562
39hatsune
39hatsune
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I can't find detailed hanging resource ( full information)from an ex user?
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2
Views
397
jane_doa
jane_doa
moralfag
Venting Self-harm as a coping mechanism.
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1
Views
544
honorando
honorando
S
  • Poll
Resource Loneliness and capitalism go hand in hand... (and the self-help industry perpetuates it)
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0
Views
429
SpanishLullaby
S
H
Discussion Where do you plan on taking SN?
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8
Views
511
Zyntkalla
Zyntkalla
D
Propranolol and other meds
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3
Views
373
metfan647
M
Claymore7274
Help Does your SI numb down the more the attempts?
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9
Views
851
kuroshimi
kuroshimi
J
Venting I feel constantly played, and my mental state is becoming unmanagable
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0
Views
410
Jeko593
J
W
Venting Why do these neurotypical humans...
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4
Views
1K
boyafraid
boyafraid
P
Have lost my one source of income.
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1
Views
460
Tobacco
Tobacco
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Are they referring to SS and SN?
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2
Views
460
Vxlvio
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LastLoveLetter
Christmas/New Year/Winter Holidays Check-In Megathread
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72
Views
8K
overlyelusive
overlyelusive
Ekim
Help Desperately need help in hanging
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3
Views
651
nobodycaresaboutme
nobodycaresaboutme
ArtPendragon13
Venting Why am I so worthless and a loser
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7
Views
912
Seneca65AD
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FadingSnowFake
Story It's been a year, and I'm still here?!
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9
Views
832
Gangrel
Gangrel
Gangrel
Story In Memory of Dani (1968-2020)
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16
Views
3K
SpanishLullaby
S
RoadtoFreedomTwo
Weird to CTB in the A.M?
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7
Views
618
Jisatsu
Jisatsu
D
How to buy SN offline in France?
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3
Views
614
Xi-Xi
Xi-Xi
BrainSplatter
  • Poll
Venting How many failed attempts have you had?
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48
Views
4K
Tarantula
Tarantula
E
Self-harm is the only thing that makes me special
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2
Views
503
Jisatsu
Jisatsu
D
Is this is what survival instincts are?
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11
Views
1K
Intoxicated
Intoxicated
W
NSFW On sex, dating and love
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30
Views
2K
Jisatsu
Jisatsu
N
Tried calling a crisis hotline
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4
Views
396
UserFromNowhere
UserFromNowhere
sleepyg614
Story A poem I wrote about my experience living with chronic ideation. Sobbing and just think I’m at my limit. Love yall
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5
Views
537
UserFromNowhere
UserFromNowhere
kohaku
Story Failed SN attempt: Retrospective
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94
Views
24K
rabbitjack
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F
Is Tor safe when ordering N
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5
Views
440
badatparties
badatparties
Bunnymmm
I flunked out
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9
Views
588
softservecaramel
softservecaramel
livingdeaddyke
Venting my life feels so ruined.
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2
Views
511
just_a_guy
just_a_guy
EmpressDean
Help How to find a plug?
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1
Views
432
Eedrah
Eedrah
R
I plan to take SN at the end of the month.
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4
Views
804
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
hopelessgirl
Have to postpone my suicide
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3
Views
572
seedofnonduality21
S
O
Resource Taking SN May 15 will update during experience
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35
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5K
Unlucky777
Unlucky777
D
Is using Aluminium phosphide for CTB a painful idea ?
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1
Views
621
Sadbanana
S
LmungNawLumYi
Venting I just arrived, can anyone talk to me? 😭
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25
Views
1K
StoneBridge
S
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